Alright, it's time for a change, I don't want to fvck up my life even more.
I will say here everything I do each day,from now on, and I want as much criticism as possible,but only from guys who have sex weekly and have great success overall. I will do exactly as you say, starting from the very next day, so care, it's my life you're screwing with. Few details about me, I'm 19YO , first year of college ( almost over ) , virgin, I wouldn't call myself either a geek or a gamer, I only study and finish top,or close to it when it really counts, I have bad grades during the year.Happened in highschool,happens in college. I was better than average at every single game I started, but I would always back off when a lot of time is involved to get better, and I guess that's a good thing.Had an oneitis in the last year of highschool , classic rejection afc stuff. My first experience of this kind, only had a girlfriend when I was like 12 or 13 YO,the hottest chick in school, but just because I was smart and good at football.Enough.
Day 1 - May 10, 2014 , 3:57 AM
I woke up at 11 am , because I went to bed late, like now. I didn't go to college, had 3 courses from 8am to 4 pm, but I couldn't wake up ( didn't even try ) , and decided to stay home.I stayed on facebook and would just hit the refresh button, while browsing songs on youtube, and talking to my big muscles afc friend on fb. Got bored after a while, and I just put my earphones and listened to music while walking from one corner of the room to another, sometimes pretending I'm a MC ( I love rap music ) and mimic what they say, love to do that with rap battles,lmao.Can rarely do this tho,because my roommate is the tipical nerd with best grades who doesn't get out of the room,he went home this weekend, love it. All this time, I felt guilty for not going at college,or at least study by myself ( I would have lots to do,I just keep postponing everything,and im running out of time) , but I didn't do anything about it.
Finally got out of the room at like 3 pm , because I had to pick up a credit card from the bank. I bought a beer on my way back, and I just watched League of Legends games until 6 pm then I put earphones again and would just walk in the room. I signed up for a Lan party organised by my college the evening that just passed, so I had to take a shower ( didn't do it for 5 days,laziness) , and then I went there. Came home 1 hour ago, when I read something about the no fap challenge here on this forum, so I decided to take it. When I was reading through that thread, I remembered about the no contact challenge, and that I would keep making excuses to respond to my oneitis' messages, altough she has a boyfriend and she's miles away from here, so I decided to take that too, will update both everyday.
Since it's 4:21 AM already,geez time passes fast, I guess I'll wake up after 12 pm tommorow, another morning lost. You tell me how should my schedule look for tommorow, will check it out when I get up,and I'll tell you how it worked.
Peace out.
I will say here everything I do each day,from now on, and I want as much criticism as possible,but only from guys who have sex weekly and have great success overall. I will do exactly as you say, starting from the very next day, so care, it's my life you're screwing with. Few details about me, I'm 19YO , first year of college ( almost over ) , virgin, I wouldn't call myself either a geek or a gamer, I only study and finish top,or close to it when it really counts, I have bad grades during the year.Happened in highschool,happens in college. I was better than average at every single game I started, but I would always back off when a lot of time is involved to get better, and I guess that's a good thing.Had an oneitis in the last year of highschool , classic rejection afc stuff. My first experience of this kind, only had a girlfriend when I was like 12 or 13 YO,the hottest chick in school, but just because I was smart and good at football.Enough.
Day 1 - May 10, 2014 , 3:57 AM
I woke up at 11 am , because I went to bed late, like now. I didn't go to college, had 3 courses from 8am to 4 pm, but I couldn't wake up ( didn't even try ) , and decided to stay home.I stayed on facebook and would just hit the refresh button, while browsing songs on youtube, and talking to my big muscles afc friend on fb. Got bored after a while, and I just put my earphones and listened to music while walking from one corner of the room to another, sometimes pretending I'm a MC ( I love rap music ) and mimic what they say, love to do that with rap battles,lmao.Can rarely do this tho,because my roommate is the tipical nerd with best grades who doesn't get out of the room,he went home this weekend, love it. All this time, I felt guilty for not going at college,or at least study by myself ( I would have lots to do,I just keep postponing everything,and im running out of time) , but I didn't do anything about it.
Finally got out of the room at like 3 pm , because I had to pick up a credit card from the bank. I bought a beer on my way back, and I just watched League of Legends games until 6 pm then I put earphones again and would just walk in the room. I signed up for a Lan party organised by my college the evening that just passed, so I had to take a shower ( didn't do it for 5 days,laziness) , and then I went there. Came home 1 hour ago, when I read something about the no fap challenge here on this forum, so I decided to take it. When I was reading through that thread, I remembered about the no contact challenge, and that I would keep making excuses to respond to my oneitis' messages, altough she has a boyfriend and she's miles away from here, so I decided to take that too, will update both everyday.
Since it's 4:21 AM already,geez time passes fast, I guess I'll wake up after 12 pm tommorow, another morning lost. You tell me how should my schedule look for tommorow, will check it out when I get up,and I'll tell you how it worked.
Peace out.