Am I too serious? Shvt.

[SpazzAttackk]

Rhetorical question, obviously you cant answer this if youve never met me.

I swear, it doesnt help my LTR life. Whenever Im walking with my HB Im confident, and my confident face looks serious (Genes from father). I smile whenever its called for, I keep conversation flowing but other than that I look stern. I have a feeling its affecting my current LTR. I see other couples, and the guys laugh at the dumbest shvt the girl does and its not even funny, theyre putting up such a front for the girl its like theyre selling themselves out. And they call this 'game'. Thats not game.

I like who I am, but I also like this HB. I dont believe in changing for women unless it betters me as whole, but Im willing to loosen up. I know LTRs at my age (20) dont last long, and I accept the fact that ill have to leave her one day but whatever time I have left with her, I want to enjoy it. I suppose you could call this delaying the inevitable, but I want to better myself for future LTRs and the very-distant future for marriage. Yes, I plan on marrying one day.

When Im alone with her, I loosen up obviously. Its just in public, I generally dont like people my age because of all the beta metrosexual tryhards (No disrespect to Metrosexuals, Im talking about the failures) so I tend to keep to myself. I live in Toronto Ontario, so you can only imagine the amount of losers I see on a regular basis. Im sure the actual DJs on this forum from Toronto know what Im talking about

Just a vent topic. Feel free to give insight.

 

[SpazzAttackk]

The way i see it, the only way to improve is to always assume you are part of the problem... You can spend your whole life blaming the shallowness of people and how lame people are, but you probably only see that in them because these are your own insecurities. Dont you wish you could not give a **** in public and laugh and joke??? We all want that, u even do it in the security of being in privacy with your girl. So you obviously enjoy that feeling.

But in any case, your right i dont know u personally this is just my impression from reading ur post. Peace

I guess in a way youre right. I do have a shallowness deep inside me that I let out once in awhile, but I dont embrace it. We all do. Seeing these people though just brings back memories of highschool, as immature as all that **** was I do kind of miss it. I guess its just a phase of maturity I hope. I cant even go to house parties anymore (**** I LOVED doing, oh the stories..) without feeling like a clown