All that and a bag of chips!

[BlueMonk]

I just wanted to have a thread to collect all my ideas, thoughts, approaches, rejections, stupid comments and all my grammar/spelling mistakes!

I have been reading alot but I haven't come any further than realising that I was an AFC and now I am not anymore. But I ain't no DJ either. I can't approach as many of you. I just can't pull my self to get my ass over to that dime and say something stupid. Yes, I realise I need to say anything. Whatever. Even if it's just "Damn, you reading Cosmo too?"... I mean, whatever. I ain't shy! I have Eye Contact as second nature to me. But I can't say hi. I belive every DJ knows where I am. This is my next mission. Approach everybody everywhere. Fck all those articles about convo, fck all articles about kino, fck all articles about beeing a man, fck all articles that have notning to do with cold approaches and just pulling your self togather. I want to be that guy that can just strike a convo with whomever, wherever. I wanna be a DJ.

A little backgroung info. I'm 22, looking for job, liveing in student thingy, have a GF, (ain't gonna last for long. cute, and h0rny as hell but I want more.), had one GF before that for 8mnd, had a oneities for my bestfriend (that friendship went to hell), and I fcked in total 4 girls. I am tall and a bit skinny but it dosen't bother me that much. I ain't that handsome, but I don't give a damn. And I don't dress _clean_, but more of, what I have at hand. T-shirt, jeans, jacket, shoes! Whatever. Yea, I know how to dress to if I have a date or something special.

Anyways, lets start. Today is saturday, it's about 3 PM. I am home sitting in front of my pc writing shyt! What I need to do is, shave, take a bath, eat and get out and just talk to random people! Will I do all that? Probably not? Why? Becouse I am one of those people that would rather talk and talk then walk the walk. I can explain you how you can get a chick in 5min but I just can't get my self to do it. Basicly, I am full of shyt. And I need to do something about it. Fast.

Yea, and don't tell me to do bootcamp. I tried it but it didn't work out. I have a thing when it comes to follow instructions. I just can't follow them. I like to do things my way. (My way or the highway!)

Second nature:
1. Eye contact (done)
2. Approach (working on)



Blue Monk

 

[Tyron]

like someone said here on boards, probably 90% cant get further than reading this stuff. And usually (?) they fall on their ass since they're trying too "advanced" stuff. Im sure some of you here have knowledge about the DJ bootcamp which will help to boost your confidence and get you to dates. (I may be wrong I have never read it, im an afc ) So get the basics, say "hi", dont fear to approach, inner game, as you said yourself you know this stuff and you also know that for you it's mostly useless expect for the basics! Imo they're your innergame, selfconfidence and "dont give s**t if im rejected"

 

[BlueMonk]

Sunday 6:40 AM

Shyt!!

You wanna know what I did yesterday? I slept! All that shyt I said I'm gonna do, I din none of it. I was on my pc, until like 6 PM and then was watching some tv and while watching tv I fell a sleep. And woke up at 3 AM tonite! Damn... I didn't do a shyt! Man today I must do something! Go out and talk to people! Damn, I feel down now. I wasn't out yesterday, I feel like I am on my pc 24/7. And I just can't stop reading all this fcking shyt on these pages!! grr.. *smack sosuave with a toothbrush!* Plan for today: Do some job searching, go out, talk to random people. Yea, thats it. Thats what I'll do!

It's hard to be like I am now. Bad mood, lazy, tired. Shyt just ain't going the way I want it to go. And I keep reading this shyt! DAMN! I just can't come over how fcking obsessed I'm with reading all these tips and not doing anything about it. Grr... I'll Become Better Then I Can Be! I'll Be A DJ FFS! <-- must have some goals in life.. hehe..


Blue Monk

 

[BlueMonk]

Wedensday 12:03 PM (morning)

I haven't done a jack since sunday! It's like time is passing by, everybody is moving along and I am stuck in some fcuking loop of lazyness! On mondey, I didn't do a shyt. I sold a gold chain for like 3000 nok, (norwegian krones), 400 $ maybe? And I used like half of it in like 2 days on shyt. So I have 2 more days to live before I need to mugg somebody. Tired most of the time now. Perhaps it's becouse I eat only junk. I am tired and I can't even have decent sex with my girl. I get tired after like 3 min. Fck! I think she is getting bored of sexe with me. I don't blame her. I am terrible in bed at the time. I am a lazy fcker! I need to dump her ass. She is holding me back! Since sunday I was with her 24/7. I don't wanna that shyt. I want her as a play toy. Fck her from time to time and thats it. But noooo, she wants to hang out all the fcking time. Fck her.

Tonite I am going out to this hip hop club. Wedensdays are allways packed there. Still got a prob. with talking to chicks thouh. I havent said hello to one chick since last time I wrote here. (sunday). Exept for chicks that work somewhere and shyt like that. I am a pathetic pathetic motherfcker! I need to start doing some of that shyt real pua's and dj, does. Talking to some high class dimes! Thats right, high class dimes! Oh yea, I just remembered. I ain't gonna dump this girl I am seeing before I have a threesome with her and some other chick. She is bi. She goes and talks about what kinda girl she wants and shyt. So I will probably stay with her until I get what I want. And then I will dump her. Unless I love threesomes. hehe I gotta find where lesbo bars are. Maybe I'll take her there tonite and try to find some high class lesbo dime to come along with us. Yea, I'd like that shyt!

Fck. Gotta do alot of shyt today, I am busy until like 6 PM. I hate to do thing I have to do. It bugs me.



Blue Monk

 

[BlueMonk]

Friday 10:16 AM

I sck! Wedensday sck! I didn't do a damn shyt on wedensday! I still ain't talking to all those dimes around me. Here is an a GREAT example. Here am I sitting, in a University a computer lab with like 100 pc's, and in a row behind me there is this realy realy cute chick. Blond, tiny, looks 18 or something. And all I am doing is sitting here writing this shyt! Do you know what I should do? I should walk over sit beside her and say somthing like "I am gonna tell you a secret, I am worlds best hacker and right now I just have hacked into universitys grade database. You need some grades changed?" Yea, that shyt would work! (Not realy but it would be better than sitting here and just thinking about it). Damn the girl is fine!

I just can't seem to approach girls by my self. My confidece hits bottom and I can't seem to get those 2 letters out of my mounth! "HI" .. damn

No threesome yet. That damn chick is haveing her period! It scks to fck and afterwards you find out she has her period. I'll never fck in the dark again! She didn't know it either thou. So guys? should I approach? Say something stupid and make fool of my self in front of everybody here? Just go to her and say like "hi" or something? You all probably belive I should! You want me to get my ass out of this chair, walk over to that cute looking tiny chick, say "hello" to her no matter how unappropriate it is and no matter how much I shake, you just want me to beat my mind, to make it shut up and just to do it! I know what you want me to do, cuz I want to do it to, but I can't. I ain't no DJ. I heard a funny thing here the other day. I read in some paper about a guy saying something about working out and I quote "I'll start working out as soon as I get in shape". Thats a bit how I think now. I'll start approaching girls as soon as I become DJ!
I need help!



Blue Monk

 

[BlueMonk]

Thursday 14:15, 20-9-2005

I haven't been writing in a while. But then I haven't been doing shyt in a while. No approaches, no new ladies, no nothing. But something happend yesterday that I thought I should write down. While I was waiting for a bus with my girl, 2 meters from us there was this asian girl waiting also and then this guy comes along stand beside her and just out of the blue, he's like "hello" and strikes a convo out of nothing. He's like, "so you waiting for a bus" and she is like "yea". And so they talk for a while and he introduces him self and then they talk some more. Now our bus comes and we get on it but as we drove away I looked out of the window and they ware smileing and talking and shyt!

This was the first time ever I have seen anybody strike up a convo on a cold approach. But it wasn't the cold approach that i reacted on. It was that this dude was not all that good looking but the girl didn't mind a bit. She realy enjoyed herself while talking to him.

Damn, I hate my self for being a mouse!
Still no money.
Still no approaches.
Still same old same old.



Blue Monk

 

[I'm Joe Dirt]

DJ skills or lifestyle is an accumulation of READING all the material we have time for, committing it to memory, and then GETTING OUT AND PRACTICING.

After that, its easy to do anything like walk up to any random girl and just start a convo. Don't be fooled that you DONT need all the help you can get getting yourself together and learning good conversation skills that help build attraction.

DJs just make it look easy.