Yeah Sex is my goal, Honestly. I can do all the eliminating desire tricks, (it is only an illusion cause the desire inside me is ever present). I mean making money is great, having a "good" job sux (I hate work, I just do it to make money), I have several hobbies which are cool but after reading,watching football, riding my horse or hanging out with my friends Im ready to go get sum pu$$y. I can do without the hobbies, but not getting sum for a week is like torture to me. Jerking off or even getting a BJ is like having a decent appetizer, but I still can't wait for the main course.
I don't wanna fall in love, I love having like 5-6 female friends in my life banging them for a few weeks then out the door. Why? Cause I have new recruits, new pu$$y. Sometimes, I think there is something wrong with me. In truth, the only thing I truly truly love and am passionate about is getting pu$$y. I read philosophy, and go to church but at the end of the day nothing matters more than pu$$y. I go to a really large church (6,000+ members) with a very young professional congregation. I swear not only are there more women at church, than at the club but they look even better. Im in church trying to focus on learning about God, but I can't concentrate because the chick who sits next to me every week is a HB 9.5 with the most mouth watering onion booty Ive ever seen. Between trying to sneak peeks at the chick next to me and having my neck snapped every 5 minutes as some previously unseen hottie walks past me, I barely get anyting out of the message.
Sometimes I wonder if I need help?