Konada
Master Don Juan
- Joined
- Mar 28, 2011
- Messages
- 1,229
- Reaction score
- 649
Ever since I lost my V-Card, I've been in a particularly weird place and I do not actually know what this signifies.
1. I find myself to be more bold, present and usually not giving a f*ck about what I say, particularly expressing my sexual interests in women without much fear of judgement. It's as if I feel truly liberated. More surprisingly, tenets of game such as push-pull etc do not cross my mind at all, I'm all about just having fun and if she doesn't follow well I just pull back my energy from her.
2. Despite all these, I'm not experiencing much success with women, its truly a weird feeling while external success isn't coming to me but at the same time I feel liberated that I do not need a woman nor sex to live my life happily (although it would be a nice bonus if it happens).
3. In fact, I find little situations where I'm terribly uncomfortable with and prompt me that 'Hey, I'm bad at this area, I need to improve.' I flirt when I'm in the mood, I close off when I need my alone time.
Has anyone experience this stage in their development and what does it actually signify. Is this the end point of being a true DJ or are there things I have to take note of where I might be overlooking because I'm floating in space right now?
1. I find myself to be more bold, present and usually not giving a f*ck about what I say, particularly expressing my sexual interests in women without much fear of judgement. It's as if I feel truly liberated. More surprisingly, tenets of game such as push-pull etc do not cross my mind at all, I'm all about just having fun and if she doesn't follow well I just pull back my energy from her.
2. Despite all these, I'm not experiencing much success with women, its truly a weird feeling while external success isn't coming to me but at the same time I feel liberated that I do not need a woman nor sex to live my life happily (although it would be a nice bonus if it happens).
3. In fact, I find little situations where I'm terribly uncomfortable with and prompt me that 'Hey, I'm bad at this area, I need to improve.' I flirt when I'm in the mood, I close off when I need my alone time.
Has anyone experience this stage in their development and what does it actually signify. Is this the end point of being a true DJ or are there things I have to take note of where I might be overlooking because I'm floating in space right now?