Hi I'm somewhat new to this board. I actually started reading this site about 4 years ago, but never really posted. I'm a lurker--sorry. I used to read this site a lot when I was younger but I guess I grew away from it. I still come back from time to time.
But anyways I came back here because I think I have somewhat of a messed up situation, and I find it easier to talk to complete strangers than close friends or family.
So I'll get on with the story already.
I decided to have this party at my house the other night and it was just your regular party. I had people over, we drank, played beer pong, the usual thing. As the night wore on people started going to sleep and this chick was sleeping in my bed. So I decided I didn't mind if she was there, I would just go to sleep with her. I honestly didn't have any intentions of doing anything with her since I was pretty damn drunk. It turned out though, that one thing led to another, and before long we were ****ing. All was going well, but out of nowhere she just kind of stopped and told me to stop. She started to cry and said that she had a boyfriend. Although I didn't want to, I let her go.
One of my best friends takes her with him. He ends up ****ing her too.
Now just so you people have a little bit of history to better understand, I'll tell you a few key bits of information. This was my first time, before this I was a virgin. I've known this girl for probably a few years. I always thought she was hot, and there was some attraction I felt between us, but nothing ever happened. I also knew she had a boyfriend but didn't let that stop me.
The situation is messing with me because I don't know what to think of it. I honestly think she was probably just drunk and horny, and nothing more will probably come from this. But goddamnit I want to do it again. I left her a message and she left me one saying she would call me back, but hasn't yet. So DJ's give me your thoughts, please. Any chance of me getting with her again or should I just let it go?
But anyways I came back here because I think I have somewhat of a messed up situation, and I find it easier to talk to complete strangers than close friends or family.
So I'll get on with the story already.
I decided to have this party at my house the other night and it was just your regular party. I had people over, we drank, played beer pong, the usual thing. As the night wore on people started going to sleep and this chick was sleeping in my bed. So I decided I didn't mind if she was there, I would just go to sleep with her. I honestly didn't have any intentions of doing anything with her since I was pretty damn drunk. It turned out though, that one thing led to another, and before long we were ****ing. All was going well, but out of nowhere she just kind of stopped and told me to stop. She started to cry and said that she had a boyfriend. Although I didn't want to, I let her go.
One of my best friends takes her with him. He ends up ****ing her too.
Now just so you people have a little bit of history to better understand, I'll tell you a few key bits of information. This was my first time, before this I was a virgin. I've known this girl for probably a few years. I always thought she was hot, and there was some attraction I felt between us, but nothing ever happened. I also knew she had a boyfriend but didn't let that stop me.
The situation is messing with me because I don't know what to think of it. I honestly think she was probably just drunk and horny, and nothing more will probably come from this. But goddamnit I want to do it again. I left her a message and she left me one saying she would call me back, but hasn't yet. So DJ's give me your thoughts, please. Any chance of me getting with her again or should I just let it go?
