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Don Juan
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Just walked my gf back to her house tonight. She came round to look after me this afternoon as I'd been off work ill and while we were talking she admitted that she was "really falling for me" and such like. All good but on the way home I realised something. This is exactly the sort of girl I'd have got a serious one-itis for a few years ago: the exact look I go for, enough curves but not too many, all over me and grateful to be spending time with me etc. Now though, that 'magic feeling' of one-itis, the fantasies of the perfect Hollywood romance and happy ever after is gone. I'm not at all sad or bitter but I've seen too much of the way women (and men) can be to believe any of that stuff now.
Basically its the price we pay for 'unplugging from the matrix' and seeing how things really are. I wouldn't ever want to go back to that because I see how screwed up guys still in it end up in the long run, but there were a definite few moments walking back on my own where I felt something of a loss for the old thrill and romance of falling head over heels for a girl. Kind of like how Christmasses were so much more magical when you were a kid. Needless to say I won't ever be returning to that way of thinking (and couldn't if I wanted to now), but sometimes you can't help but think there were a few little perks to taking the blue pill...
Anyone relate?
Basically its the price we pay for 'unplugging from the matrix' and seeing how things really are. I wouldn't ever want to go back to that because I see how screwed up guys still in it end up in the long run, but there were a definite few moments walking back on my own where I felt something of a loss for the old thrill and romance of falling head over heels for a girl. Kind of like how Christmasses were so much more magical when you were a kid. Needless to say I won't ever be returning to that way of thinking (and couldn't if I wanted to now), but sometimes you can't help but think there were a few little perks to taking the blue pill...
Anyone relate?