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[joekerr31]

Joe, you have answers for everything don't you? that describes it exackly. Am in this computer most of the day, most of my talking is done through text. Its funny, when I do go out I forgot how to talk. I just mumble some words and had to repeat myself many times.

I know what I have to do, just gotta get off my as s and do it!

definitely dont have the answers for everything (VU and Rollo tend to have better insights all in all than myself - but they are older so they've earned those insights). but i tend to always have a few thoughts at hand.

the other thing i forgot to mention in my post is that despite how difficult life may often be - it could always be a lost worse. as hard as anyone may have it, you always have a lot to be thankful for - there are always lots of people much much worse off.

get off your *ss if you want to, or even if you don't it doesn't matter. what matters is that you do what you want to do - figure that out first, then overcome the fears you have with chasing after that life.

oh, and most importantly, enjoy the ride - who cares if you succeed, just experience life, because ultimately thats all there is for any of us to do.

"success" is an illusion anyway - a temporary state where we feel a heightened sense of safety, security and value in comparison to others - all of which is taken away if you live long enough.

we are but ashes and dust my friend, so live your life before the wind comes and you are no more.