Twisted little field report to file today. Had N over last night, third date, the agenda was crystal clear, she knew it, I knew it.
Picked her up on my bike, got back to mine, we start drinking, chatting and watching some 'sicker' comedy DVD's from my collection. She's eating it up, we make out, laugh, drink and repeat, we break so I can whip up some risotto, she watches me cook, it turns out perfectly and she gushes compliments.
We resume drinking and periodically making out, we start talking about sex, I am going to monster this girl, it's a certainty, a given, it's happening. About this time she's downing two drinks for every one of mine. Every time I escalate from the lounge to the bedroom, she wants another drink. Hmmm.
It goes on like this, in the end this tiny, 110lb girl puts away 3/4 of a bottle of vodka. Everytime I get her to boiling point she pushes me away and gets another drink. I get bored with her antics, we've been hanging out almost six hours and I'm drunk, tired and starting to find her increasingly irritating.
Then it happens, I lose all interest in f^cking her. She wants to know if she can stay over, I actually remember thinking about another thread where a guy had found himself quite literally "sleeping over", I resolve that is not going to be me. I call her a cab and politely let her know the score, she blows up a little bit but I managed to defuse her.
Of course, she can't apologise enough about the drinking in the morning, but it's too late, I've lost all interest in her. I was actually kind of f^cking offended by the idea that she'd need to get that liquored up to f^ck me. I know, her issues not mine, and they're going to stay that way!
Picked her up on my bike, got back to mine, we start drinking, chatting and watching some 'sicker' comedy DVD's from my collection. She's eating it up, we make out, laugh, drink and repeat, we break so I can whip up some risotto, she watches me cook, it turns out perfectly and she gushes compliments.
We resume drinking and periodically making out, we start talking about sex, I am going to monster this girl, it's a certainty, a given, it's happening. About this time she's downing two drinks for every one of mine. Every time I escalate from the lounge to the bedroom, she wants another drink. Hmmm.
It goes on like this, in the end this tiny, 110lb girl puts away 3/4 of a bottle of vodka. Everytime I get her to boiling point she pushes me away and gets another drink. I get bored with her antics, we've been hanging out almost six hours and I'm drunk, tired and starting to find her increasingly irritating.
Then it happens, I lose all interest in f^cking her. She wants to know if she can stay over, I actually remember thinking about another thread where a guy had found himself quite literally "sleeping over", I resolve that is not going to be me. I call her a cab and politely let her know the score, she blows up a little bit but I managed to defuse her.
Of course, she can't apologise enough about the drinking in the morning, but it's too late, I've lost all interest in her. I was actually kind of f^cking offended by the idea that she'd need to get that liquored up to f^ck me. I know, her issues not mine, and they're going to stay that way!