I thought you said your girlfriend was moving away. If that's the case, why are you trying to get her preggers?

Bible_Belt said:

This thread reminds me of an old Twilight Zone episode where a guy gets the gift of being able to read minds. And then he goes insane, because the thoughts going through peoples' heads are so repulsive.

The gf is not pregnant yet. We've only been trying for two months, and this might be the last. We will have that talk when she gets her period in a week or two.

I go my gf's house every other day and fvck her. Just about every other moment has been spent around BPD girl. I have been going to her house and sleeping with her every night. We try not to have sex, but we did get drunk and fool around once. It was like preggo porn. We agreed to not have sex again, or at least try not to, for the sake of both of our relationships. Her guy has a bail hearing on Monday. He might be out this week. I am going to try to let their relationship run its course. I don't think it will last long.

And I really, really hope it is nothing, but I am paranoid that BPD girl could have given me an std in that one minute of drunken sex. The skin on my nuts feels irritated and looks a tiny bit red. I hope to god it's not herpes. There are no blisters or sores, but it just doesn't feel right.

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BB you are a mess, a complete and utter mess. In fact you may be as bad off as anyone I have ever seen on this forum mentally, and that includes mynameisnobody at his worst. You claim your undying love for your gf, get back with her, you are trying to impregnate her, she keeps that a secret from her family, and at the same time on the nights you don't spend at her house, you run off TO A BPD'S house of all things, a white trash BDP who is dating a felon in prison and who may or may not have STD's, and have sex with her? Can't you spend time with friends, family, alone trying to further your life? Without having to be with these loser girls every night?

Is this really what your life has come to? No money. No career. No furniture. No friends but unable to spend time alone. Dating completely undateable girls? I wrote a few months ago in this thread when your ex broke up with you that this was your wake up call. A chance to begin anew and to get your house in order. All you have done instead is to fall deeper into the abyss.

I realize now that there is no hope for you. None. You are either going to end up dead, homeless, or in jail. One of the three.

This thread should be closed, locked up, and never heard from again. It's a pitiful thing.

There' s a saying from where i come from: Nothing more permanent than the temporary.

The way OP conservatively clings to the past and raises massive denial defences seems to me as an indicator that he could also be suffering from a BPD of some kind, or is just on an ego-preserving crusade (many have warned that excessive attachment to the ego is a form of insanity).

He did make some valuable arguments a mature man would have (be thankful for what you got, not all happiness stems from material assets) but it seems to me that he lacks and refuses to produce perspective, and any kind of insight on the repercussions his present actions would cause.

Are these the decisions of a mature man?

Where did his life preserving instict go?

Could it be that these are the effects of the deep dug-in claws of a guilt trip?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5UdYANrdFy4

cordoncordon said:

BB you are a mess, a complete and utter mess. In fact you may be as bad off as anyone I have ever seen on this forum mentally, and that includes mynameisnobody at his worst.

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Glad I could finally pass on the torch.

Malice said:

Glad I could finally pass on the torch.

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I give you a lot of credit for trying to turn your life around and you have made a lot of progress.

cordoncordon said:

I give you a lot of credit for trying to turn your life around and you have made a lot of progress.

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It's easy when you get rid of the source of the problem (American women). And the right medication (adderall).

I wish BB would just run the other way. He's 37...he can still hit up the 29-35 bracket. There has to be something, someone better than what he is dealing with.

BB, don't you have any friends that are friends with some single ladies?

Bible_Belt said:

And to everyone else, I thank you for your input, with no hard feelings.

The girlfriend everyone hates and I have another ten months of recreational sex ahead of us before she leaves, and I am just going to enjoy it for what it is.

Not that this makes sense to anyone here, but I am attracted to BPD girl for intimacy much more so than sex. She's just about the only woman I enjoy hanging out with. (that's part of what BPD is) I still end up being somewhat physical with her, but we don't have sex, which is somehow fine with me.

So I want to fvck one girl, and then spend all my time with a different one. This is exactly where I was five years ago, except I was fvcking both of them, often both on the same night. It's one big circle.

BPD girl is going back to her man if he ever gets out of jail, with my blessing, and the girlfriend is going away eventually. At that point, I'll probably just fvck wh0res off craigslist. I don't think I have a fear of being alone. But going without sex is pretty scary.

And I really, really hope it is nothing, but I am paranoid that BPD girl could have given me an std in that one minute of drunken sex. The skin on my nuts feels irritated and looks a tiny bit red. I hope to god it's not herpes. There are no blisters or sores, but it just doesn't feel right.

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This whole thread of BB's posts is just one giant mother of all troll jobs.

I posted in this thread about a month or so ago saying how the circumstances were outrageously ridiculous THEN. I log back in now and HA!

Now it's just plain obvious.

All this stuff is so whacked out it HAS to be made up to get a rise out of people here.

Either BB snapped and is making all this up to get a rise out of people here or someone hijacked his account and is writing in place of him.

HAS to be.

I don't think I'm much more fvcked up than anyone else; I'm just honest about it.

It wasn't an std. I had a tiny cut from my gf's fingernails during rough sex.

I'm not exactly homeless yet. My issue with money is that I know it doesn't make me happy, because I really have had more of it (once upon a time ago) than I know what to do with. Having cash out the wazoo didn't make me any happier. Most people never get that experience.

GF had a come-apart today about bpd girl. She is now cllingy and wanting me to be around every night. That's her way of keeping me away from BPD girl. She's buying me food and beer, cooking my dinner, and throwing herself at me physically.

I know I come off as a big wuss about still being with a gf who moved out. But right now I am emotionally torturing her over my feelings for the girl who is her one worst nightmare. Keeping me away from that girl is why she moved in with me in the first place. I am now getting my revenge.

BPD girl is tall, thin, beautiful, and of course knows how to make a man happy, which is inherent in the disorder. I feel like everyone in my life thinks I'm a deadbeat. But with a girl who has nothing, even my meager wealth makes me a great provider. I've never had a girl be so happy to be bought dinner at a fast food place.

I even like her kids; I have fun being around them. Their dad, my former best friend of years ago, is a raving lunatic schizo a55hole who is pretty mean to them, especially the 13 y/o girl. He took away all the furniture from her bedroom, even took off the door, and made her sleep on the floor. He also had a paranoid fit about the kids stealing his diet soda, so he bought a gun safe for the kitchen to lock it up. The dude is nuts. I like being around his kids to show them that everyone isn't that crazy. I think of them as people more so than children.

There's a good chance that BPD girl's fiancee is going to get released tomorrow morning. She is pissed off at him for leaving her with all the bills to pay. I don't see them being together for long. He has no money, no driver's license, no job skills or prospects, and a nasty heroin habit.

Even if the gf and I last until she goes away in June, I don't see how I am going to go a year alone and not end up with bpd girl.

Can the admins do a check to compare IP addresses of Bible Belt now and about 4 months ago?

I am in the camp that his account got hacked.

Mauser96 said:

Hope this helps.

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LOL, what else do you hope for? A cure for cancer? World peace? Santa being real?

Troll. This thread has officially jumped the shark and should be locked.

If most guys on here are full of sh!t, then the ones who aren't will seem like they are. Like Abe Lincoln said when he was called two-faced, if I had two faces, then I wouldn't be wearing this one.

I forgot to mention, bpd girl's convict man, who is a broke, jobless, homeless, car-less, woman-beating, heroin-smoking repeat guest of the criminal justice system...is also a don juan. She said every time they went to a party, she learned that he'd had sex with most of the women there, many of them half his age. It makes me cringe every time I read on sosuave about a guy being convinced that he can't get laid because he doesn't make enough money; that is a ridiculous excuse.

BPD girl is begging me to move away with her. The biggest thing that keeps me from being with only her is not that she's pregnant, but that someday, her man is coming back. The bail hearing put off his release at least another two months. Even if she wants to leave him now, it will be different when he's knocking on the door. If he beats her up, which I won't do, then I think I have to beat him up, which I'm not in a hurry to do. I'm not scared of anyone in a fair fight, but he's also a gun nut, and I'm also not in a hurry to be the second dead boyfriend from fighting over this girl.

BPD girl was telling me tonight that she needs to get laid. It's going to be hard to say no if she agrees to be secret fvck-buddies. I would feel like a heel, cheating on my girlfriend. But she is damn sexy, and a lot of fun.

If he beats her up, which I won't do, then I think I have to beat him up

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A little white-knighting too, keep up the good work!

Zarky said:

A little white-knighting too, keep up the good work!

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Good point, Zarky. BPD girl is the one who chose to get involved with this piece of trash, and now Bible Belt feels obliged to "save" her from him. I'm almost beginning to buy into the hacked account theories.

zekko said:

Good point, Zarky. BPD girl is the one who chose to get involved with this piece of trash, and now Bible Belt feels obliged to "save" her from him. I'm almost beginning to buy into the hacked account theories.

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Captain Save a Ho to the rescue! Bible Belt, you should marry her, adopt her kids and buy her a house. That's what the chump is doing for my BPD ex. Want to see the pic again? I don't give a ****. It's funny:

http://imageshack.com/scaled/large/844/r4hi.jpg

That could be you Bible Belt. What a lucky man you could be!

Bible Belt,

Thank you for sharing.

If any of you guys haven't had some variation of this situation, then you haven't loved anyone.

Jules_Winfield said:

Bible Belt,

Thank you for sharing.

If any of you guys haven't had some variation of this situation, then you haven't loved anyone.

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No, I think it's because we have all been there before and have learned from the mistakes and most are genuinely trying to be helpful...99% of the time, nothing good ever comes from getting back together with someone. Whatever previous issues that caused the split in the first place don't ever go away permanently; it's only a matter of time before they resurface.

Bible Belt, regardless of how all this turns out for you, the one thing you have to really watch for is the presence of the ex-con who packs a piece and may be willing to use it on you. You know how BPDs can control a man's thinking and you don't want this thug anywhere near your life even if you are capable of taking him on in a fair stand-up fight. Not worth it.

I fvcked the hell out of bpd girl two nights ago. It was the best sex I've ever had in my life. She has learned a lot of new tricks since I last did her five years ago. She reminds me a lot of the $5,000/night hookers on the HBO show about the Bunny Ranch. It was amazing.

Then the next morning we agreed to both go back to our relationships. BPDs have a remarkable way of being able to turn off emotions like a switch, which is part of what make them perfect mistresses. She and I both got our revenge fvck. For her, it was over her man getting locked up for beating her up. For me, it was about my gf moving out, screwing the girl who is her worst nightmare. She said we needed to get it out of our system.

BPD girl has given me a lot of advice about how to handle my gf. And she is quite insightful. She has been taunting my gf over facebook, because she knows the gf is obsessed with looking at her page. She made a post about cooking dinner for an old friend, and within an hour my gf was texting me that it must be me. BPD girl also made her fb default pic one of her in my truck. "Be a man and don't take any sh!t" is what bpd girl told me. That's how I've been handling it, with no apologies at all, and my gf is still eating out of my hand.

BPD girl is spending this week in jail for an old domestic violence charge against the murderer who killed a guy over her. Her current man in jail, who is the murderer's former best friend, should get out of jail any day. I am going to try to just disappear from her life when he gets out. We will see how that goes.