Recent content by IllogicalEngineer

alright I see what you are saying, I have a Christmas event I’m going to today after work which I really don’t want to go to but I’m forcing myself. Hopefully this becomes easier for me.

Thanks for that advice, yeah I don’t have any other option but to build a social life. I’ll focus on that

I feel like I have so much more potential but don’t know what to do. I just went through the grueling interview process with Amazon as a software engineer for them a couple months ago but ended up not getting a job offer. Extremely extremely competitive. That gave me a rush and made me want to...

Thanks for that man. Right now I live with a roommate in an apartment (I’m 24 btw). I’m a software engineer but my job is boring, developing insurance company software. I don’t really talk to anyone besides my teammates working on a certain project, I just sit in front of my computer and code...

That is an area I have problems with. I’ve been working on that but still have that stupid small voice in my head saying no don’t say that, it’s it’s mean or too harsh when it isn’t that bad. Thank you, I’ll be working on it more.

LONG POST Tonight I decide to completely change my life. I’m tired of being a wimpy nice guy. No more blue pill mindset, insercurity, and loneliness. I’m ready to get rid of my social anxiety and fear of talking to people and fear of women. I’ve just finished reading book of pook, the rational...