Move on. You don’t want this girl. Too many red flags already.
I know. She reminds me of me when I was 18. Before I got therapy. I remember how I used to be and best way to put it absolutely not relationship or f*ckable material. I was a loose cannon. I know what I'm dealing with. It took me awhile to process it. She's going to be annoying as he11 and very fing creepy in a super indirect way. My guess is girls are gossiping bout me on campus or something because I don't talk to people and I keep to myself but I'm also very well connected to the underground scene in this city. I know people are talking. I can fcken feel it. I'm beginning to realize I may have....inadvertenly been sending out the crazy b*tch come here signals and now they're making their moves. This is biting me in the a$$. This is what I get for being an attractive loner and a prosocial psychopath, crazy people. fml. I'm doing my best to try to gain learned behavior to compensate for the psychopathy. I see it as a disability for me. I guess I'm not learning the skills quick enough.
This girl is me. She's literally me. How I used to be. I know what the attraction is. She's recognizing herself in me and she's not aware of it. I've dealt with this exact situation 3 years ago. I was with a girl who was identical to me just like the more f*cked up version of me. This girl is not gona let this sh*t go. I'll just have to do a better job at hiding some of my f*cked up traits that she'd recognize in herself. On the bright side she's going to proceed very Much with caution. She can see the traits and man I must've not been hiding them well enough or something cause like I said last time this happen was 3 years ago. I thought I had a pretty good mask going on. Seriously man it's uncanny how much she is me. When I was in her year I was working my way to work for the Defense industry and become fluent in Russian before I got put in rehab. Here is my clone doing the exact same thing just in a girl's body and not going to rehab. I swear we live in a fckin simulation. I can tell you exactly what she's going to do in the next 4 months its uncanny. It's exactly what old me would do. This past couple months been fckin weird. Feel like I'm being haunted by my past.
I got paranoid as he11 couple months back that there's a woman from another dimension who's like my wife and is hunting my a$$ down after having an argument. Now this sh*t is happening and this girl is hunting me. And it's just so creepy because I can intuitively feel this sh*t. It's the same bullsh*t every single time. This girl Looks EXACTLY like my ex from 3 years ago except its a different girl. I keep wondering to myself who tf did I piss off that this sh*t is just going to keep happening. It's the same thing over and over and over again.
Everything that happened three years ago is happening all over again. I swear I feel like instead of going to hell Hell came to me and it's just going to throw me through this cycle that seems to happen every 3 years because there was a girl before the one from 3 years ago that look Identical to that one. Same fckin personality. Either I'm like blacklisted somewhere and all these girls are sisters or just what the f*ck.
I didn't make much of it at first yet just so much sh*t is creepy. I can intuitively I've known this b*tch for like 20 years. This is the same fing sh*t that happened in 2019. Man 100% we live in a simulation.
Its the same reset every goddamn time. Man I'm an npc. I don't even exist. I'm just software in this simulation. Very self aware software.
