I don't quite understand how one even can care about women if they are really this fickle and superficial. I LOVE women. I love the way they smell, their sexy bodies, the things they can do for me, and how you can truly feel being with someone you have a connection with. HOWEVER, I also find it all a little loathsome. They're basically children.
I'm struggling now between either giving in to these games to get what I want out of it, or just discarding it altogether as a useless waste of time. I find it impossible to imagine truly loving a person if their love for me was hinged upon these daily psychological mini-games of keeping emotional distance/being strong/uncaring/etc. It's just all so materialistic and hollow. I know I am not that much of a ****ty person, so it feels insulting that I have to put up with women being that way. And yeah, I get it... life's not fair. It's still a bitter pill to swallow.
I'm struggling now between either giving in to these games to get what I want out of it, or just discarding it altogether as a useless waste of time. I find it impossible to imagine truly loving a person if their love for me was hinged upon these daily psychological mini-games of keeping emotional distance/being strong/uncaring/etc. It's just all so materialistic and hollow. I know I am not that much of a ****ty person, so it feels insulting that I have to put up with women being that way. And yeah, I get it... life's not fair. It's still a bitter pill to swallow.