I am not part of this challenge but I have my own private commitment to cease from fapping and I think, to that extent, this thread sounds like it could be helpful.
My biggest problem so far is during the morning, at times I feel too horney and then my brain makes these sexual fantasies up with people I may have known in the past or that I could potentially follow-up on, and creates a bunch of socio-sexual fantasies on it. I don't watch porn or any nudity or I'll cut off my internet if I do. Then, I'm also trying to stay away from youtube-pornish images too. On youtube you got twearking and a$$-clapping videos that turn me on and yoga positions where legs of women are behind their head, etc.... all of this stuff is like a turn-on and I'm also avoiding all of that.
For the moment, looking at lovely Christian teachers, such as Katie Souza,
, just does it for me. Her voice turns me on, I start hugging the pillows and I feel like instantly connected with her. Works sometimes I guess. I have a Tablet next to my pillow, put headphones on, and listen to stuff until I fall asleep, or put it on when I wake-up, but stay away from sexual stuff.
The last issue I had that did me in is what you call creep-shots. Taking your smartphone and wanting to take pics of women's a$$ in public so you can look at it later to jerk off on them. All I can say is I never did that, but I'm so darn horney that the thought had crossed my mind. When I looked at porn (i.e. softcore/semi-nude) that never crossed my mind like that before. It feels like I'm more prone to thinking of doing something creepy or perverse if I stop fapping or looking at any images. But I'm resisting all of that and hope a good momentum of staying away from this things will reward my struggle.
