Black Sunshine
Don Juan
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- Mar 31, 2016
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Hi fellas! I'm new but have been reading this and it has ben eye-opening... Anyway... I recently got back in touch with a girl I wanted to marry. It is long distance, phone,Facebook.....I know, I know. But over the months, we got to the point of talking love , sex marriage.... She DESPERATELY wanted me to come see her. I gotta say, I was not able to because I had to handle some business, and keep my eye on my mo-nay...Also.....Honestly I was reluctant... Wary of herflaking, or throwing some dude In my face a lil. Was gonna give me the pvssy, sent me a nicely discreet nude... I could not go.... Money was a problem for me too, lawyer fees filing deadlines.
I made mistakes of blowing up her phone with texts, trying to send a picture and some other dumb messages.... One day she is having menstrual problems... fibroids...I THOUGHT I had read something and I was worried and felt guilty as hell for not being there.... I thought it was serious.
KABOOM! Of she went ... she said I thought you said you read something, called me a the biggest drama queen, she ever met and all.
This was after she said she was doing better and I said I was relieved... So I said I'll take that as a "Thanks for caring" ...KABOOM! She goes on to tell me, she is still passed about me being drunk and calling her and talking about sex, (Which come to find out, all but guaranteed a screw, said she was down!), blowing up her phone and our conversation about kids, She no , me at the time yeah, but she knew that for a long time anyway. She said I am a nice person and she knows I care but she couldn't take it anymore, as it aggravates her "adrenal fatigue" (note: DDoctors do not recognize it as a diagnosis, it is a quack scam. 'Look up adrenal fatigue fake', but I DO believe something is wrong with her.) because of stress and I had been giving her a lot of that, and she could not take it anymore, I sent her a text which this whole conversation was by the way and said "I'm not quitting?... I thought we were done talking. I sent an email saying, basically I could have done a lot of worse suit or she could have then what? We cut each other out of each others life... What if you dropped my fishing pole in a lake or something. I didn't. Call anymore, she sent me an e-mail saying ...
"I don't know why you think I'm not talking to you anymore. I just been busy dealing with this adrenal fatigue thing again that is a real inconvenience. Been dating someone really nice, a dentist who's been completely supportive and helpful with my adrenal fatigue syndrome. Sorry the gap in communication makes you think that we're not talking, just thought we were taking kind of a break from each other in a way. I've been back in my counseling sessions and really focusing on trying to get this adrenal fatigue under control. Stress and chaos really throws it out of whack. Hate to say it but you were stressing me out and there's a lot of chaos and that was ridiculous for someone that I just only reconnected with and been speaking to on the phone. It was a recipe for disaster as far as my adrenal fatigue syndrome goes. Hope you are doing well I only got one really clear message from you the other two were you talking to somebody else while you had my voice mail on, those messages were really silly didn't make any sense they were not clear and you were just laughing on one of them with somebody in the background another one you sounded drunk and all you said in that one was " young lady" I think. None of them said "hey give me a call I haven't talk to you in a while hope everything is good" until the last message you left. I've been spending time down in Riverside, relaxing and enjoying life with zero stress."
I just sent back 2 emails... one said "OK" and the other said "too much information".
Have I totally messed this up? Should I go see her? What do you think about the dentist helping her out with a fake disease?
I KNOW we have no commitment, and she is in another state.... I am planning on moving back to where she is for my career and to live (LA). Give it to me straight Alpha's, beat the beta out of me.
I made mistakes of blowing up her phone with texts, trying to send a picture and some other dumb messages.... One day she is having menstrual problems... fibroids...I THOUGHT I had read something and I was worried and felt guilty as hell for not being there.... I thought it was serious.
KABOOM! Of she went ... she said I thought you said you read something, called me a the biggest drama queen, she ever met and all.
This was after she said she was doing better and I said I was relieved... So I said I'll take that as a "Thanks for caring" ...KABOOM! She goes on to tell me, she is still passed about me being drunk and calling her and talking about sex, (Which come to find out, all but guaranteed a screw, said she was down!), blowing up her phone and our conversation about kids, She no , me at the time yeah, but she knew that for a long time anyway. She said I am a nice person and she knows I care but she couldn't take it anymore, as it aggravates her "adrenal fatigue" (note: DDoctors do not recognize it as a diagnosis, it is a quack scam. 'Look up adrenal fatigue fake', but I DO believe something is wrong with her.) because of stress and I had been giving her a lot of that, and she could not take it anymore, I sent her a text which this whole conversation was by the way and said "I'm not quitting?... I thought we were done talking. I sent an email saying, basically I could have done a lot of worse suit or she could have then what? We cut each other out of each others life... What if you dropped my fishing pole in a lake or something. I didn't. Call anymore, she sent me an e-mail saying ...
"I don't know why you think I'm not talking to you anymore. I just been busy dealing with this adrenal fatigue thing again that is a real inconvenience. Been dating someone really nice, a dentist who's been completely supportive and helpful with my adrenal fatigue syndrome. Sorry the gap in communication makes you think that we're not talking, just thought we were taking kind of a break from each other in a way. I've been back in my counseling sessions and really focusing on trying to get this adrenal fatigue under control. Stress and chaos really throws it out of whack. Hate to say it but you were stressing me out and there's a lot of chaos and that was ridiculous for someone that I just only reconnected with and been speaking to on the phone. It was a recipe for disaster as far as my adrenal fatigue syndrome goes. Hope you are doing well I only got one really clear message from you the other two were you talking to somebody else while you had my voice mail on, those messages were really silly didn't make any sense they were not clear and you were just laughing on one of them with somebody in the background another one you sounded drunk and all you said in that one was " young lady" I think. None of them said "hey give me a call I haven't talk to you in a while hope everything is good" until the last message you left. I've been spending time down in Riverside, relaxing and enjoying life with zero stress."
I just sent back 2 emails... one said "OK" and the other said "too much information".
Have I totally messed this up? Should I go see her? What do you think about the dentist helping her out with a fake disease?
I KNOW we have no commitment, and she is in another state.... I am planning on moving back to where she is for my career and to live (LA). Give it to me straight Alpha's, beat the beta out of me.
