GRRRRRR
I've just got home after meeting up with her and i'm seriously mad! What a total waste of time!
She came to me (completely out of her way) I met her outside the bar (couldnt remember what she looked like) but as soon as I saw her, i thought to my self "DAMN! SHE IS HOT!!!!"
and she was damn hot! great figure, gorgeous. much better than i remembered her.
she bought the first round. seemed really normal, etc...
We even started talking about sex, what we like, what we dont like, i tried to go kino, but she didnt respond to it. i did the demonstration of value, etc...
then i tried the location change. so i took her to another bar around the corner, had one more drink.
This time, i tried to go kino again, but she was TOTALLY concious of it! she said "why did you just touch me?"
i was thinking "WHAT THE F???????"
I said "well, its what i'm like. when i feel a connection with someone, i naturally touch them. its what people do"
so anyway, she was asking and asking me questions! questions after questions! i was getting kinda p1ssed off. then she said she was going to the toilet. as soon as she came back she said "i'm so so sorry, but i really need to go"
in a way i thought "thank god! because this was SOOO not going to result in sex, and i really couldnt be bothered with chit chat"
so we walked out, i was behind her, still checking her out ofcourse! sooo damn hot! but you know what, i was glad to see the back of her.
I just dont get it. one minute we are talking, next minute she suddenly has to go home.
well i'm kinda pissed off now. i'm not sure why, but just am. I dont know why I feel like i have to f-close every girl i approach or i feel like i did something wrong and i failed.
GGGGRRRR this is sooo enoying!!!!!!!!!!!!