soulforge
Master Don Juan
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Week 7 NC
Had a few difficult days.. Its almost like a delayed grieving process. Uptill a couple of days ago, I was doing perfectly fine.
But now i'm feeling a little down.
Not because I am upset thst things came to an end.. That was inevitable sooner or later.. I should have known a LDR couldn't go on for that many years.
Even though my ex ended things in a very chitty cowardly way, I still have to admit, over the two years together, she was a very good Girlfriend.
She was totally drama free.. very caring, submissive and always followed my lead... Was never rude, disrespectful or bichy.
This is the part I struggle with... In this day and age, finding a girl with the qualities my ex had is EXTREMELY difficult.
Knowing that it is unlikely I will find a girlfriend, of such good qualities, makes me feel pretty crap inside.
Getting a hot sexy chick is easy... I banged a few of those over the last couple of weeks... Maybe I should take the ex off the pedastel, and try be a little more positive about the future.
Had a few difficult days.. Its almost like a delayed grieving process. Uptill a couple of days ago, I was doing perfectly fine.
But now i'm feeling a little down.
Not because I am upset thst things came to an end.. That was inevitable sooner or later.. I should have known a LDR couldn't go on for that many years.
Even though my ex ended things in a very chitty cowardly way, I still have to admit, over the two years together, she was a very good Girlfriend.
She was totally drama free.. very caring, submissive and always followed my lead... Was never rude, disrespectful or bichy.
This is the part I struggle with... In this day and age, finding a girl with the qualities my ex had is EXTREMELY difficult.
Knowing that it is unlikely I will find a girlfriend, of such good qualities, makes me feel pretty crap inside.
Getting a hot sexy chick is easy... I banged a few of those over the last couple of weeks... Maybe I should take the ex off the pedastel, and try be a little more positive about the future.