:cheer: Yesturday was the end of my 60 day NC challenge. :cheer:
Its been a journey but this leads to a completely new adventure.
I feel like a new person now with a drive to live as I wish without other people's opinions mattering before mine.
I realized how bad my relationship was, how miserable I was without even realizing it. Even now by looking at mutual pictures I dont really find her attractive nor do I have any feeling left. Only good memories that bring some heavy tension to my heart but Its far from sadness
I have grown much by this and Its only a starting point for me
Today I saw the last Viber messages of my ex before Reinstalling my PC. Everything in there was how in love she is and how she found him as her true love and will love him to the end of the days and how she cries from love for him, missing him every moment they are not together. He is typing **** like she is his soulmate and he is hers forever and he loves her uncoditionaly and will do that forever and ever, he wants to wake up next to her every morning etc you got the picture.
Dunno, now it seems kinda comical but I kinda wish there is someone to tell me that this is **** for the romantic drama movies and not real life.
If some dude here on the forums types **** like that everyone will say that he is
complete beta afc but from the looks of it there is something more to this
or Its just that they've been dating for about 2 months. :yawn: I was the same some time ago but with the forum I learned not to be so girly romantic, it would be really sad if It's all wrong
and being cheesy is good.
Or is it possible true love exists like in the movies
? Guess only time will tell but I would really enjoy opinions :yes: