The funny thing about value for me is this. When I was younger I went through a post adolecent idealistic phase. I was bust ing my ass in the gym, working as a broker, was making good money and had a couple nice cars etc. etc. I began to notice something with friends family and girls....I got away with allot more ****. Whether it be my actions or my words i got away with it. Thus the idea of girls findinh=g reasons to leave you or things to complain about when your value is down. but not when it is up. Often people were happy and enthused to be around me.
Then I found myself syaing to myself...These people aren't here for me...what's inside...they are her for what I have to offer...my VALUE...I began to say screw this ****. I started bartending, needless to say the landscape of friends changed yet the power of a bartender still has sex appeal and poer and gets u laid. Still people not being there for ME.
Fast forward to today, I'm out of shape in college and broke. I have what I think is a great personality and I still grab chicks but I don't have much value right now. I don't get laid as much as I used too. (not like I used too) Partly because I sit in front of thjis computer now trying to figure out the meaning of life. The sad thing is I've learned so much on this site about how natural game is fueled by value. Indefinatly I will go back to my ambitions, get in shape etc. etc. But I also feel like when I get back there something still will be missing. And whoever I attract to me will be out the door as soon as and if a tragedy strikes.
SO I've devoted allot to developing my inner person. And I knowe I have the ability to redevelop the exterior. But then what? Why do I see myself feeling like something will still be missing? Why in the end do I feel like we are all just animals and any Ideals that are formed are irelevent. Maybe the idea of spiritualty is not only a use of control but a practice to facilitate the stress free healthy state of our body. If thats the case then there's only four words these aspiring DJs need to know. Survival of the fittest. And those four words regardless of how good i am at hem, is just not enough for me. But maby life would be a whole lot easier if they were.
Then I found myself syaing to myself...These people aren't here for me...what's inside...they are her for what I have to offer...my VALUE...I began to say screw this ****. I started bartending, needless to say the landscape of friends changed yet the power of a bartender still has sex appeal and poer and gets u laid. Still people not being there for ME.
Fast forward to today, I'm out of shape in college and broke. I have what I think is a great personality and I still grab chicks but I don't have much value right now. I don't get laid as much as I used too. (not like I used too) Partly because I sit in front of thjis computer now trying to figure out the meaning of life. The sad thing is I've learned so much on this site about how natural game is fueled by value. Indefinatly I will go back to my ambitions, get in shape etc. etc. But I also feel like when I get back there something still will be missing. And whoever I attract to me will be out the door as soon as and if a tragedy strikes.
SO I've devoted allot to developing my inner person. And I knowe I have the ability to redevelop the exterior. But then what? Why do I see myself feeling like something will still be missing? Why in the end do I feel like we are all just animals and any Ideals that are formed are irelevent. Maybe the idea of spiritualty is not only a use of control but a practice to facilitate the stress free healthy state of our body. If thats the case then there's only four words these aspiring DJs need to know. Survival of the fittest. And those four words regardless of how good i am at hem, is just not enough for me. But maby life would be a whole lot easier if they were.