thecurtainfalls
Senior Don Juan
I'm kind of at my wits' end these days. For the last 3 months I have tried ridiculously hard to close the deal with one of the many plates I have spinning and I just can't. To an outsider it looks like I have a bunch of attractive good options lined up, but none of them are panning out.
- Hot younger classmate 8/10 (inexperienced virgin girl): Sends off tons of signals that she's interested, other friends notice our chemistry and remark on it. Doesn't matter though because this girl is repressed to hell and too fvcked up in the head to really be ready for a hook up or a relationship
- On again/off again fvck buddy 8.5/10: Seems like I'm always in a relationship when she's single and vice versa. Went for drinks with her the other night where she complimented me ("You're good looking") and was giving buying signs like crazy, then goes on to mention how she thinks she's in the beginning stages of a relationship with some douche and that she wouldn't feel right hooking up with anyone else out of respect for his feelings.
- 10/10 married chick: She's into me but uses me mostly to emotionally cheat on her husband. I'm not going to put the moves on her because she's married, but if she ever pulled the trigger I wouldn't push her off. This of course hasn't happened yet either.
- Recently met fun chick through social circle: only like a 6/10 so she was like my good backup option. Things were rolling really well between us I thought, then she goes on vacation for FIVE DAYS and in that time manages to slut it up with some dude... and then TELLS ME ABOUT IT over beers last night... FML
- Old high school acquaintance: Probably a 5.5/10 and every time I start to put some effort towards gaming her I feel disgusted with myself for dropping my standards that low, and I have sabotaged my attempts with her multiple times.
I'm starting to feel really depressed about my 3 year LTR that ended a year ago again now. Yes, our personalities were incompatible in the long run and she is kind of a horrible person. But at least she was an 8/10 and we had some really good times together. I never thought it would be this hard to get back in the saddle and find something that made me similarly happy.
It's like my confidence is too tied to recent results... when I'm on a roll, I feel invincible, and when I've had a string of defeats like I have recently, I start to doubt my confidence and ability.
I guess I'm looking for some advice or words of encouragement if anyone's got em.
- Hot younger classmate 8/10 (inexperienced virgin girl): Sends off tons of signals that she's interested, other friends notice our chemistry and remark on it. Doesn't matter though because this girl is repressed to hell and too fvcked up in the head to really be ready for a hook up or a relationship
- On again/off again fvck buddy 8.5/10: Seems like I'm always in a relationship when she's single and vice versa. Went for drinks with her the other night where she complimented me ("You're good looking") and was giving buying signs like crazy, then goes on to mention how she thinks she's in the beginning stages of a relationship with some douche and that she wouldn't feel right hooking up with anyone else out of respect for his feelings.
- 10/10 married chick: She's into me but uses me mostly to emotionally cheat on her husband. I'm not going to put the moves on her because she's married, but if she ever pulled the trigger I wouldn't push her off. This of course hasn't happened yet either.
- Recently met fun chick through social circle: only like a 6/10 so she was like my good backup option. Things were rolling really well between us I thought, then she goes on vacation for FIVE DAYS and in that time manages to slut it up with some dude... and then TELLS ME ABOUT IT over beers last night... FML
- Old high school acquaintance: Probably a 5.5/10 and every time I start to put some effort towards gaming her I feel disgusted with myself for dropping my standards that low, and I have sabotaged my attempts with her multiple times.
I'm starting to feel really depressed about my 3 year LTR that ended a year ago again now. Yes, our personalities were incompatible in the long run and she is kind of a horrible person. But at least she was an 8/10 and we had some really good times together. I never thought it would be this hard to get back in the saddle and find something that made me similarly happy.
It's like my confidence is too tied to recent results... when I'm on a roll, I feel invincible, and when I've had a string of defeats like I have recently, I start to doubt my confidence and ability.
I guess I'm looking for some advice or words of encouragement if anyone's got em.