Fruitbat
Master Don Juan
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I have been considering oneitus.
I suffer from it. I have had some bad times because of it.
The last time I spent the whole time reading this forum while trying not to get it, but still got it. Badly.
I had so many warnings, I knew what was happening. You tell yourself you're not getting it, but when you're messed up after you realise you had, it bad!
However, something weird has happened to me following this:
I am so burned out with bull****, worrying, caring, thinking about this ****, it's got to the point where I just feel so jaded that I am losing the ability to become enchanted. I see them more as mermaids, pretty but the allure of them makes you vulnerable....something to be resisted...is this just why older guys don't get loved up? Is it repeated burnings which make you a solid man?
I am not sure if I could have learned what I have gone through....I had to live it to understand.....so is oneitus a matter of experience? Can any older DJ confess if they still feel it?
I suffer from it. I have had some bad times because of it.
The last time I spent the whole time reading this forum while trying not to get it, but still got it. Badly.
I had so many warnings, I knew what was happening. You tell yourself you're not getting it, but when you're messed up after you realise you had, it bad!
However, something weird has happened to me following this:
I am so burned out with bull****, worrying, caring, thinking about this ****, it's got to the point where I just feel so jaded that I am losing the ability to become enchanted. I see them more as mermaids, pretty but the allure of them makes you vulnerable....something to be resisted...is this just why older guys don't get loved up? Is it repeated burnings which make you a solid man?
I am not sure if I could have learned what I have gone through....I had to live it to understand.....so is oneitus a matter of experience? Can any older DJ confess if they still feel it?