I had an intense convo with this chick yesterday. To me c0ckyness is derived from confidence. Let me know if im right or wrong. This needs to be said upfront, we are both very spoiled. She is spoiled by male attention, dudes buying drinks for her all the time etc. and dudes worshipping her. I am spoiled in the sense that my parents help me out I drive a nice car and have a bunch of nice sh1t while she has to struggle and is constantly broke and can't have nice things, thats actually more respectable and Ive told her that. I do not rub anything in her face nor to anyone else. I only start act super c0cky if I feel someone is trying to act better than me or i feel they are trying to take all the power. I even told her this. She might be a hater I dont know she claims she just wants the best for me.
Ive known her for a while and dated for a little. According to her she broke up with me cause my ego is too big and I act better than everyone. Shes a sunshine girl not giving a fvck who she talks with and hangs with just as long she has people around her, shes very needy. She felt I thought I was better than her even though she fails to admit that. I treated the b1tch like a fvckin princess and was nice all the time and stood up to her at the appropriate times. I actually made a couple comments to her when she was acting up trying to act like she was better than me so I had to bring her down a couple of notches. She didnt like that. She does have LSE.
Now we talk here and there and yesterday she just tried to lay into me for a good hour (we were talking in person). She was saying I am the most c0ckiest and egotistical person. I will not be able to make it in the corportate world cause of my bad attitude (Im almost 26, shes fvcking 22 and never has worked for a large corporation and wont be able to yet cause she quit college and I will be surprised if she goes back. and I have worked for very large companies beating out many candidates so I must be doing something right in the interviews and was a top producer) and will be lonely blah blah.
I tell her it is confidence and if im c0cky its a playful thing. She is valid on some of her points though cause I pre judge some people too much. But you can tell a person by the way they dress and talk pretty easily, the might be cool but with no commonalities with me. But she thinks its wrong if Im just not the most friendly person to everyone and go out of my way to meet every fvckin person and please their azz. She wants to please everyone. I think personally I should have some kind of screening for people who I deal with. Not saying Im better just what I can do for them and what they can do for me, things in common, etc.)
I seriously do not talk about sh1t to anyone and she thinks im very insecure. I am seriously not insecure about that much sh1t. She is though and she admits it and says you need to realize youre not this and that. I dont ever say do you know what kind of sh1t i have blah blah. I just show not flaunting though. Her biggest problem is I dont give people a chance to be friends with. I got enough friends. Here is basically what she thinks things should go: I listen to all rap she thinks I should give a cowboy a chance and go out of my way to talk with him wtf are we going to talk about??
SHe got mad at me for not talking to her friends one night. her friends were haninging out with some trashy dudes who ended up talkin sh1t to me that night cause I was holding her hand.
The part that frustrates me the most is how she thinks im insecure which I tell her think what you want and how she thinks I talk about sh1t i have cause I know not to that with anyone except if they try to compete or devalue me in some way. Im confident in the way I look, my body, education, and tell her yea I have personality flaws but think Im a good cool guy. I am in great shape and if i take off my shirt around my own fvckin house Im acting c0cky and rubbing it in peoples faces. wtf. She might think im egotistical cause of the nice sh1t I have. Also she probably wished she could have the same confidence cause she lacks it. SHE DEALS WITH AFCS WHO ARE PUPPY DOGS ALL DAY LONG. Ive honestly never had a convo like that with so much sh1t being told to me about my confidence by anyone not even my parents. ALL BECAUSE SHE WANTS ME TO BE SUCCESSFUL IN LIFE. hahha sure.
Ive known her for a while and dated for a little. According to her she broke up with me cause my ego is too big and I act better than everyone. Shes a sunshine girl not giving a fvck who she talks with and hangs with just as long she has people around her, shes very needy. She felt I thought I was better than her even though she fails to admit that. I treated the b1tch like a fvckin princess and was nice all the time and stood up to her at the appropriate times. I actually made a couple comments to her when she was acting up trying to act like she was better than me so I had to bring her down a couple of notches. She didnt like that. She does have LSE.
Now we talk here and there and yesterday she just tried to lay into me for a good hour (we were talking in person). She was saying I am the most c0ckiest and egotistical person. I will not be able to make it in the corportate world cause of my bad attitude (Im almost 26, shes fvcking 22 and never has worked for a large corporation and wont be able to yet cause she quit college and I will be surprised if she goes back. and I have worked for very large companies beating out many candidates so I must be doing something right in the interviews and was a top producer) and will be lonely blah blah.
I tell her it is confidence and if im c0cky its a playful thing. She is valid on some of her points though cause I pre judge some people too much. But you can tell a person by the way they dress and talk pretty easily, the might be cool but with no commonalities with me. But she thinks its wrong if Im just not the most friendly person to everyone and go out of my way to meet every fvckin person and please their azz. She wants to please everyone. I think personally I should have some kind of screening for people who I deal with. Not saying Im better just what I can do for them and what they can do for me, things in common, etc.)
I seriously do not talk about sh1t to anyone and she thinks im very insecure. I am seriously not insecure about that much sh1t. She is though and she admits it and says you need to realize youre not this and that. I dont ever say do you know what kind of sh1t i have blah blah. I just show not flaunting though. Her biggest problem is I dont give people a chance to be friends with. I got enough friends. Here is basically what she thinks things should go: I listen to all rap she thinks I should give a cowboy a chance and go out of my way to talk with him wtf are we going to talk about??
SHe got mad at me for not talking to her friends one night. her friends were haninging out with some trashy dudes who ended up talkin sh1t to me that night cause I was holding her hand.
The part that frustrates me the most is how she thinks im insecure which I tell her think what you want and how she thinks I talk about sh1t i have cause I know not to that with anyone except if they try to compete or devalue me in some way. Im confident in the way I look, my body, education, and tell her yea I have personality flaws but think Im a good cool guy. I am in great shape and if i take off my shirt around my own fvckin house Im acting c0cky and rubbing it in peoples faces. wtf. She might think im egotistical cause of the nice sh1t I have. Also she probably wished she could have the same confidence cause she lacks it. SHE DEALS WITH AFCS WHO ARE PUPPY DOGS ALL DAY LONG. Ive honestly never had a convo like that with so much sh1t being told to me about my confidence by anyone not even my parents. ALL BECAUSE SHE WANTS ME TO BE SUCCESSFUL IN LIFE. hahha sure.
