btownbuck2012
Master Don Juan
(this is just a long rant and probably won't even make sense, but I'm in pain here and I just need to type this)
Each and every day I feel like I'm just sitting on the sidelines while the mass idiocy in this country destroys everything that's good and sacred. I mean I go to work and see all these "empowered" women shoving their weight around in the office (coming up with "analyses" on current market trends) meanwhile I'm busting my ass actually bringing in revenue for the company. I'm in Sales.
Guess who gets recognized in the meetings? Not me.
I remember I was listening to an opie and anthony podcast on youtube when patrice o'neal was alive and they had some woman named Dr. Z on and she was essentially bragging about how she slooted around with over 100 guys. Patrice compared it to him bragging about eating a bag of potato chips.
I have an intense anger towards women. This isn't something that I've admitted a-lot on this site but lately I can't take it anymore. Women are rewarded massively, in both their personal and professional lives, for a minimal amount of effort AND THEN they want to preach about how hard work pays off? The **** do they know about hard work?
I use linkedin alot to prospect potential people that I am going to be attempting to reach out to try and set up an initial demo with my firm. If you're familiar with linkedin than you know that there are a ton of career related advice, tips, etc. articles that you can read written by other people on linkedin. 95% of them are b.s. Here's one that really made me angry --->https://www.linkedin.com/pulse/2014...-was-sexually-harassed-here-s-how-i-responded
You know why it really made me angry? Because the same woman who wrote it also put this video on youtube -->https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lFmh8jD5mwU
Now after reading that article and watching that video and knowing that they were both put out by the same woman, I dare you to give me one solid reason why I shouldn't put a bullet in my head. I mean our country is finished. This woman received massive praise on linkedin from both men & women, but is cleary a sloot herself.
I'm not going to give you my life story, but I'm damned sure that I've lost a good 5-10 years on my life just with the amount of b.s. and stress I've had to deal with over the years to try and position myself for success in life. I mean money problems, mental problems, anxiety problems, etc. You name it, I've been plagued by it. But I've also PUSHED through them and am at a point where I can feel confident with the career path that is laid out in front of me. But it damn sure came at a price.
But I look around on a daily basis and am just disgusted with everything I see and hear. I was walking home from work tonight and right outside of Madison Square Garden there was a big advertisement for some new 2015 car and in big bold letters on the sign it said "Thou Shalt Covet". And all I hear people talk about is where they're going to drink at. drink. drink. drink. Which bar are they at? What drink specials are going on tonight?
Is there not more to life than bars? Is there not more to life than Tinder? is there not more to life than taking a picture of your stupid piece of desert before you eat it just so you can throw it up on twitter?
It's not just women, it's people in general. I'm new to new york city and there was a guy at my job that started about a month after i did. He was on the sales team too but in a more senior level role than i was. Well his wife was 7 months pregnant when he started, and 2 months later right after she gave birth to their first born child, 2 weeks afterwards to be exact, he got canned because he wasn't hitting his numbers. He and I got along real well and it came as a total surprise to me. And everyone in the office who pretended to be this guy's friend showed no reaction. Didn't seem sad or upset one bit. I stepped outside and gave him a call right afterwards and did my best not to become too emotional, just because I was genuinely devastated for him. We still keep in touch and he's told me that I was the only person in the office who checked up on him after he was let go. The others were clearly fakes.
I read alot in the manosphere about how things are supposed to get better as you get older. I don't see that for myself though as the amount of stress I'm under has really ran my body down. I mean I've got some crazy **** going on with my gums right now. They almost look as if they are pulling away from my teeth, which I've read online can be caused by stress. It certainly isn't from poor oral hygiene. I brush and floss twice a day. I've got a dentist appointment tomorrow. My skin is often pal and i've constantly got bags under my eyes, even when I get a full nights sleep. I'll be lucky if I make it to 60 without having a massive heart attack or a stroke.
Surely I'm not the only 25 year old dude on this site that feels this way? I mean can you imagine if Hilary Clinton gets elected? Women and other feminized males are having their play time right now and society is suffering. I'm suffering. I don't know what the **** to do. i'm at a loss. I need help. I tried to go to a psychologist but it was too much money. I often wonder about jumping off the George Washington bridge as I've read that falling from that height would be painless. Don't know if i'd ever have the guts to do it though. I'm just lost man and I guess I just need a pat on the back, but I can't find one in this world.
Each and every day I feel like I'm just sitting on the sidelines while the mass idiocy in this country destroys everything that's good and sacred. I mean I go to work and see all these "empowered" women shoving their weight around in the office (coming up with "analyses" on current market trends) meanwhile I'm busting my ass actually bringing in revenue for the company. I'm in Sales.
Guess who gets recognized in the meetings? Not me.
I remember I was listening to an opie and anthony podcast on youtube when patrice o'neal was alive and they had some woman named Dr. Z on and she was essentially bragging about how she slooted around with over 100 guys. Patrice compared it to him bragging about eating a bag of potato chips.
I have an intense anger towards women. This isn't something that I've admitted a-lot on this site but lately I can't take it anymore. Women are rewarded massively, in both their personal and professional lives, for a minimal amount of effort AND THEN they want to preach about how hard work pays off? The **** do they know about hard work?
I use linkedin alot to prospect potential people that I am going to be attempting to reach out to try and set up an initial demo with my firm. If you're familiar with linkedin than you know that there are a ton of career related advice, tips, etc. articles that you can read written by other people on linkedin. 95% of them are b.s. Here's one that really made me angry --->https://www.linkedin.com/pulse/2014...-was-sexually-harassed-here-s-how-i-responded
You know why it really made me angry? Because the same woman who wrote it also put this video on youtube -->https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lFmh8jD5mwU
Now after reading that article and watching that video and knowing that they were both put out by the same woman, I dare you to give me one solid reason why I shouldn't put a bullet in my head. I mean our country is finished. This woman received massive praise on linkedin from both men & women, but is cleary a sloot herself.
I'm not going to give you my life story, but I'm damned sure that I've lost a good 5-10 years on my life just with the amount of b.s. and stress I've had to deal with over the years to try and position myself for success in life. I mean money problems, mental problems, anxiety problems, etc. You name it, I've been plagued by it. But I've also PUSHED through them and am at a point where I can feel confident with the career path that is laid out in front of me. But it damn sure came at a price.
But I look around on a daily basis and am just disgusted with everything I see and hear. I was walking home from work tonight and right outside of Madison Square Garden there was a big advertisement for some new 2015 car and in big bold letters on the sign it said "Thou Shalt Covet". And all I hear people talk about is where they're going to drink at. drink. drink. drink. Which bar are they at? What drink specials are going on tonight?
Is there not more to life than bars? Is there not more to life than Tinder? is there not more to life than taking a picture of your stupid piece of desert before you eat it just so you can throw it up on twitter?
It's not just women, it's people in general. I'm new to new york city and there was a guy at my job that started about a month after i did. He was on the sales team too but in a more senior level role than i was. Well his wife was 7 months pregnant when he started, and 2 months later right after she gave birth to their first born child, 2 weeks afterwards to be exact, he got canned because he wasn't hitting his numbers. He and I got along real well and it came as a total surprise to me. And everyone in the office who pretended to be this guy's friend showed no reaction. Didn't seem sad or upset one bit. I stepped outside and gave him a call right afterwards and did my best not to become too emotional, just because I was genuinely devastated for him. We still keep in touch and he's told me that I was the only person in the office who checked up on him after he was let go. The others were clearly fakes.
I read alot in the manosphere about how things are supposed to get better as you get older. I don't see that for myself though as the amount of stress I'm under has really ran my body down. I mean I've got some crazy **** going on with my gums right now. They almost look as if they are pulling away from my teeth, which I've read online can be caused by stress. It certainly isn't from poor oral hygiene. I brush and floss twice a day. I've got a dentist appointment tomorrow. My skin is often pal and i've constantly got bags under my eyes, even when I get a full nights sleep. I'll be lucky if I make it to 60 without having a massive heart attack or a stroke.
Surely I'm not the only 25 year old dude on this site that feels this way? I mean can you imagine if Hilary Clinton gets elected? Women and other feminized males are having their play time right now and society is suffering. I'm suffering. I don't know what the **** to do. i'm at a loss. I need help. I tried to go to a psychologist but it was too much money. I often wonder about jumping off the George Washington bridge as I've read that falling from that height would be painless. Don't know if i'd ever have the guts to do it though. I'm just lost man and I guess I just need a pat on the back, but I can't find one in this world.