shyguyarrgh
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I am a senior in high school. I have known this girl for 3 or 4 years through choir. She is a junior. I always have thought she was beautiful. One of my friends and I used to always tell her she was hot. He was just joking. I wasn't. She really enjoyed the attention. He graduated, and I carried on the tradition. Later on, she and I ended up being cast as characters in the musical who were each other's love interest. We got married on stage an unimaginable amount of times, in fact. During the play, during parts we had to freeze, we would just look into each other's eyes. Her pupils dialated greatly, and I am pretty sure mine did too, without any concious thought. Besides barraging her with wife jokes, and baby jokes (yes, our characters had a baby) I tried to flirt with her whenever I could. Later in the year, I asked her to sign my yearbook. She playfully said "no." I kept asking and asking and she never did (and still hasn't) signed it. I asked one of her friends why, and her friend's direct quote: "Oh,...she just likes you." Inside, I was doing backflips. So towards the end of the year, I have been leaving her notes, because I am kindof shy. When I look into her eyes, I get so concentrated on them and her overall beauty and wonderfulness that I can't really put 2 and 2 together. So the first few notes were just funny, with lots of sarcastic humor (She uses sarcasm to flirt with me). Then, in a recent one, I told her how beautiful I thought she was. I told her that I really meant it all those thousands of times when I told her she was hot. She commented the next day and said something about me being on the choir risers behind the "hottest girl in the choir." That was a start. I left her another one yesterday with the line "I've fallen (for you) and I can't get up." I also told her that although she probably had plans for prom, that I wish I would have asked her earlier. I said that if she didn't have plans with her friends, or a date to let me know if she would be willing to go out with this loser. No, she and I know I am not a loser. That was a bit of inside sarcasm.
There was a school event that evening. I was there the whole time. She showed up. In a bright red tank top. My head nearly exploded. I am crazy about her. She was looking in my direction. I got flustered and went to the restroom while she was checking in at the front table with one of her friends. I came back out and she had gone out to the courtyard. I spent lots of time plotting, and finally made my way towards the courtyard. She and her friend were coming out the doors. She looked at me and smiled, but then someone walked in front of me, she and her friend disappeared, and I was asked to assist someone (I was a volunteer at the event). She ended up leaving before I could talk to her. I was devastated. I think she is pretty shy too. We haven't actually talked about dating or anything, I have just mentioned it in my notes. She has actually started acting more interested in me than just a flirt. I have once heard her friends and her behind me talking. I heard a piece of a sentence that said .."why don't you go up and do something crazy, like slap him in the butt." I was thinking "come and get it!" But she is too shy and reserved to do something like that. At another event, her car was being worked on and her parents came and got her. As I was leaving, I walked past her family. Her dad or mom had asked her why she even came (it was a crappy event...I went because I thought she would). Either she or her mom (similar voices) replied "someone special is here." It sure didn't sound sarcastic, and I could tell I wasn't really meant to hear it (I have super sensitive hearing abilities).
I am in love with this girl, and I don't know if she realizes it. I think she does. There are lots of other little things I could tell about that point to her liking me like that. She has had two boyfriends, and they both chewed tobacco. She hated that, and broke up. She is still very close friends with them though, which creeps me out when one of them comes up behind her and hugs her in the hall.
At this point, I just want to know if she even has feelings for me or not. If she does, great! If she doesn't, I need to stop these attempts, and try to repair our friendship so that awkweirdness isn't there. Anyone know what I should do/you think she likes me?
Edit: She also points the foot at me a lot, and points the shoulders, etc...no arm touching yet. I think she is maybe more shy than I am. I doubt she would have let me keep writing those notes if she wansn't intersted. Her personality is a double edged sword. One side is the beautiful goddess that she is, and the other is her temper. Hell hath no fury like a woman's scorn.
I am not interested in just her body. I love her personality and want her companionship more than anything. Don't get me wrong, I am attracted to her, but I don't want her for only physical intimacy. (NO, I don't mean sex...saving that for the honeymoon with whoever.)
I am not interested in being a mackdaddy. I am interested in love.
Sorry about the long post.
There was a school event that evening. I was there the whole time. She showed up. In a bright red tank top. My head nearly exploded. I am crazy about her. She was looking in my direction. I got flustered and went to the restroom while she was checking in at the front table with one of her friends. I came back out and she had gone out to the courtyard. I spent lots of time plotting, and finally made my way towards the courtyard. She and her friend were coming out the doors. She looked at me and smiled, but then someone walked in front of me, she and her friend disappeared, and I was asked to assist someone (I was a volunteer at the event). She ended up leaving before I could talk to her. I was devastated. I think she is pretty shy too. We haven't actually talked about dating or anything, I have just mentioned it in my notes. She has actually started acting more interested in me than just a flirt. I have once heard her friends and her behind me talking. I heard a piece of a sentence that said .."why don't you go up and do something crazy, like slap him in the butt." I was thinking "come and get it!" But she is too shy and reserved to do something like that. At another event, her car was being worked on and her parents came and got her. As I was leaving, I walked past her family. Her dad or mom had asked her why she even came (it was a crappy event...I went because I thought she would). Either she or her mom (similar voices) replied "someone special is here." It sure didn't sound sarcastic, and I could tell I wasn't really meant to hear it (I have super sensitive hearing abilities).
I am in love with this girl, and I don't know if she realizes it. I think she does. There are lots of other little things I could tell about that point to her liking me like that. She has had two boyfriends, and they both chewed tobacco. She hated that, and broke up. She is still very close friends with them though, which creeps me out when one of them comes up behind her and hugs her in the hall.
At this point, I just want to know if she even has feelings for me or not. If she does, great! If she doesn't, I need to stop these attempts, and try to repair our friendship so that awkweirdness isn't there. Anyone know what I should do/you think she likes me?
Edit: She also points the foot at me a lot, and points the shoulders, etc...no arm touching yet. I think she is maybe more shy than I am. I doubt she would have let me keep writing those notes if she wansn't intersted. Her personality is a double edged sword. One side is the beautiful goddess that she is, and the other is her temper. Hell hath no fury like a woman's scorn.
I am not interested in just her body. I love her personality and want her companionship more than anything. Don't get me wrong, I am attracted to her, but I don't want her for only physical intimacy. (NO, I don't mean sex...saving that for the honeymoon with whoever.)
I am not interested in being a mackdaddy. I am interested in love.
Sorry about the long post.
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