I read this on another forum. First hand accounts of a woman's sexual experiences when she was 18 years old. The reason to post this was to demonstrate that you can pretty much have ANY LIFE YOU WANT. The only person limiting your experiences is yourself.
Also, note the age of the guy. Just for those who think that girls cant be attracted to older men.
Also, note the age of the guy. Just for those who think that girls cant be attracted to older men.
When I was 18, I moved to the beach with some girlfriends. We had a blast partying, living on the beach and just being stupid teenagers. We met some people at a bar. We got to know the bar owners, men of course, so they'd let us in even though we were only 18. We had a blast and were very popular at this particular bar. We got invited to a private party one night, so my friend Teresa and I went. We walked into this HUGE mansion, it looked like, and they took us downstairs where we walked into an orgy. People were having sex everywhere. On sofas, the floor, pool tables, against the walls, I mean everywhere. Some people were just having drinks and watching. We were pretty drunk, and had had sex alot in our young lives (so we thought), so I guess it really didnt bother us as much as it should have. Anyhow, there was music playing and a couple of the guys got us dancing and we ended up having sex with these men that night. Keep in mind, we were not the most virtuous 18 year olds! So, we continue to party at the same bar, and we went back to the mansion several more times. For some weird "freak" parties and just to watch others have sex. We went to a party once where all the women were covered in ice cream toppings and we all had sex with each other, just the women, as a huge ice cream orgy. The men just sat back, had drinks and watched us. I have to admit, it was fun, to be the center of attention like that. So, anyhow moving on, we hung out at many freak parties and got to know alot of the people who frequented them and we became very very well known and popular. Just what an oversexed, egomanic teenager needs, right?? More attention. About this time, Teresa met a guy that she really liked so she stopped going to the "special parties", I kept going...now I REALLY got alot of attention! The owner of the house took a special interest in me. He was ALOT older than me, late 40's early 50's, very very good looking, sophisticated, slightly arrogant but appealing. He was just amazing. We started spending alot of time together, we did have sex, nothing abnormal about it. But one night he confided something in me and wanted to share an "experience" with me. We went to a part of the house that I'd never been in before. He took me to a black room. It was literally solid black, the walls, ceiling, the huge, enormous bed, the bedding...all black. There was a black marble fireplace that he lit, as well as candles, so that the only light was firelight. On my way to the bed, there was a wooden chair bolted to the floor with restraints on it and restraints over the bed as well. It was out of a freakin movie, almost surreal.
What he did to me that night was so scary, so humiliating, so degrading, so interesting....I wont go into detail, as I fear it is wayyyy too much for this forum. But this whole experience really opened my eyes to "different kinds" of sex. I dont mean just penetration. I mean the intellectual, emotional, fear driven sexual responses that come from deep inside you.
It's so primal, so base and animalistic that no one will probably understand. Even my bf doesnt. It makes him angry and he feels that I was taken advantage of....I disagree. I think that I was given the opportunity to expand my mind, my ego, my very conscienous and to evolve my openmindedness, taking me to another level.
I've never been the same and I've always leaned toward the weird and different side of sensuality.