OKay guys heres another update...its been a while...
Well since my last post, well lets see if i can remember... well i really cant but ill say the main points that happened, well she dumped me, she wrote me an email which said basically helping her decide if we should be together or not and how shes confused and doesnt know what to do (WTF!! i told her that we shouldnt because if eel i shouldnt settle down with my first gf, it broke her heart cus she tld her friends about it and she was crying i dunno why cus she BROKE UP WITH ME!!!)
So i went to my friends house and which i just came home from today, i stayed there for like 2 days. the first night we went out and picked up 3 hott girls, well, one was very hott, about a 9, the other one was like 8 (had braces but everything else was sexy), and the other one which was a 6.5 (cute face but very thick and fat but had huge tits lol). we picked them up and went to a party. we arrived at 11, it didnt even begin to start up until about 1 am... and my friend got the 9 girl drunk and he was basically gridnin with her and began makin out with her the whole night, the 8 HB girl didnt even like me from the beginning LOL. she told me to stop looking at her. so i did what i learned from the bible and basically acted ****y / confidence i told her exactly what was goin on i said she was just tryin to get my attention on her by bein a btch and ive seen it before to some it up, but ever since then she totally changed on me it was weird.. and she was all nice to me since then lol. she wanted to dance but i cant dance for crap, i could grind but i wasnt even in the mood thinking about my stupid ex gf and all....
i attempted to keep tryin to persuade her to hook up with other guys and crap, but she didnt want to and was basically on me but i was bein a jerk and basically actin like i didnt wanna have anything to do with her. she hooked up with another guy and started dancin with him and they made out i didnt give a fck LOL. and then ya i was just chillin watchin the party for like an hour talkin to people and stuff... and then like the guy was leavin which was my friends friend and he was leaving with the girl and she wanted me to come with her (wtf i said no that im not her brother or her body guard, but she was like begging me tellin me she was afraid and stuff so i was like F it and i went with her because my friend had to leave the party to drop the 9 HB back at her parents house cus she had a curfue lol). so we leave and then like then we all talk and the guy just says he should stay at hte party and wait for my friend to do that so we do that. so basically i was chillin talkin to guys the whole night and the 8 HB was with the guy the whole night talkin and kissing and stuff.
THEN, my friend finallycame back. we all left. so now it turned from having 3 girls in the car and me and my friend, to going back with 3 guys including me, and one girl. the other ones had curfues. so we all go to my friends house. keep in my the entire time i was totally being ****y and jokin and basically not even giving a sht about what i said.. then we got to my friensd house. the girl was still interested in me it was obvious. but i like kept tryin to convince her tellin her what a hunk of a man she has over there lol the guy was lame. supposedly hes a singer / dancer and gets paid for it professionally.. anyways i pass out on the couch and the girl was with me he entire time i told her to go away and stop keeping me away and go bug the other guy.
next morning, iwake up, we find out the guy ended up eating her ***** out and nothing else LOL. he had to leave for some meeting... and then i went into the other room to sleep on the bed. and the girl came in after the guy left and she had a hicky on her neck. she came in bed and we were cuddling she wanted to kiss me but i told her she had a bf now and he marked her as his territory. well it was very weird cus she was a btch the other night and then shes all over me... my friend told me shes never like this with guys, and i was slappin her butt and she was laughin and i was slappin it soooo hard like 15 times and she loved it and my friend couldnt believe how we got like we've been friends forever. but anyways. that was later. back to whats going on now. we were in bed cuddling i started smelling her neck and stuff (what i learned here) she loved it a lot wanted to kiss but i kept pulling away cus i didnt wanna. then she started touching my **** i wouldnt let her and i knew exactly where things were going. so i brought her over to my other friends room he was asleep i started spanking her ass very hard making loud noises and he woke up.
she laid in the middle of the bed and us on both sides of her and we were talkin to her makin her laugh and all that and my friend wanted to get with her sooo bad but she didnt have the slightest interest in him and she was all over me lookin in my eyes and playin with my hair and stuff.. then like things changed and after a million NO'S.... i finally took action and i made her shut up and i started makin out with her and playin with her tits.. then my friend unbuckled her pants lol and took her panties off and i started sckin her tits and my friend fcked her right there next to me LOL .. and i was like slappin her ass and she sucked my **** ( i didnt wanna have sex even though i could have but i dont know, i thought that being around other women would make me forget about my ex gf but it doesnt...).. so then ya it was over, we took her home, came back...
i got a email from my gf she was crying all night cus i was at a party. she told me it was over for good. i called her trying to be sweet and be with her again she didnt let me OF COURSE nothing new... the next day i called her again she was being mean, and i left her avoice mail basically telling her that i loved her and i missed her a lot and if she doesnt wanna be with me anymore that i would take the hint and i would never ask her again and that was it.
now the next day today, she hasnt called me at all or nothing... but anyways i have this fake account on myspace, and i talked to her on it and asked her to homecoming dance and ifound out she already has a date!!!! which explains why she wanted freedome and all that bull crap and didnt wanna go to the dance with me since a month ago... I CANT BELIEVE i bought her a 200 dollar dress for her to be takin by some other guy..... yea ok.. well thats the update i guess.... i dunno i feel dead inside....