Wow just amazing

[JustWuzzle]

I still love love my ex I can't fvcking get over her what the hell. I tried dating other people but I'm so freaking honest I told the girl I still love my ex. She does something for me. If anybody wants to know details of our break up here it is. Met in 07 to married after knowing each other a month. I went to army. I got an entry level seperation. Went back we fvcked and fvcked and fvcked. She got pregnant. I'm looking for jobs like crazy eventually moved out of my moms got two jobs almost killed myself felt miserable. I decided I didn't love her. Got another girl but then realized I did love my ex wife. i got back with ex but still was seeing other girl. We went to Michigan vandaiized her car (see I'm going to jail). Went to jail for 4 days got bailed out. Got a job at fast food with ex. She told people I beat her . I knew she what she was doing she got a restraining order against. She almost got me arrested mutliple times. Well I really do care for her and want to marry her again why I have no Idea. I mean I know people look at her and ask what they like about her. She talked massive crap about me on facebook. I still care people say she's manipulative and a liar I don't know why I love her Sigh. Yeah I'm whining I'm a b!tch but thats how I feel. I workout I try and see other girls I just want this girl.

P.S There is nothing special about her and yeah maybe I should move on I just love her so much. She never says she hates me she even texted the girl I was talking to. Telling her we were working things out. Plus she wants me to go back to the army and not worrying that I will die.I'm almost willing to do anything but when I go back to army I'll be a stud

 

[Cherokee]

If you're not trolling right now take heed of my advice.

You don't need a woman, you need a therapist

 

[JustWuzzle]

If you're not trolling right now take heed of my advice.

You don't need a woman, you need a therapist

I would feel better if I were trolling. It would help if she said she didn't lve me. Or there was no chance of us working it out. She says **** like come over I want a house with you.I might have lost a great girl cause of this. Therapy would be great but I'm going back to the army maybe I have an Oedipus complex

 

[Veridin]

Wait a minute ... you and your new girlfriend went to Michigan to vandalize your ex-wife's car? And you are wondering how to get your ex-wife back?

 

[JustWuzzle]

Wait a minute ... you and your new girlfriend went to Michigan to vandalize your ex-wife's car? And you are wondering how to get your ex-wife back?

No me and ex wife went to michigan to vandalize a girls car (dumb). I'm not really wondering how to get her back more like how to get over her. She freaking tells me she loves me all the time even if I don't. I have so much feelings for her. I kind of want to get over her. Then she said she'll wait for me to finish basic and get back together with me. . Yeah I"m 25 but I'm naive. I just wanna make money and be stoic but I can't with these feelings

 

[rocket87]

you need a therapist

:wave:

 

[JustWuzzle]

:wave:

I really just need peace of mind. Not trying to get banned or anything. I've been making progress by working out and finding gainful employment. I just need to get involved in more things. I'm going to pick up Bjj in a couple of months and since I work nights I'm going to go back to school. I guess one day at a time. I just need to focus on the day ahead and quit looking behind and getting mad and quit looking ahead and being afraid. Thanks for the help.

 

[PrettyBoyAJ]

You need to no contact. Just do it.