Murk
Master Don Juan
Ok so I’m a little burned out with chasing tail. Had a successful 2018 season and started 2019 with drama and upheaval of circumstances. I now have a new job (potentially already leaving next week to secure a leadership role jumping 2 years minimum ahead in career with more challenge and responsibility/ownership). Sara moves out and I’m back to living alone and I’m 5 days no contact - I refuse to engage with her.
I just want to work on myself this year with gym and saving money (the more I’ve earned the more I spent) while getting a handle on my alcohol and drug consumption (I’ve been drug free over a month but still drink but I haven’t been hammered in over a month).
I have 2 plates, Sophie and Spanish Maria, both nice and do things for me, give me the affection/love that I’ve craved for 6 months living with Sara. Both pay 50/50 and both give good sex, bj, hugs, kisses etc.
Shall I just settled with this for now and get off OLD and spend more nights in?
Past 2 fridays I stayed home sober which I haven’t done in a long time and I’m getting used to staying home and not needing to go out drink/drugging and spending **** loss of cash.
I’m 30 now and I have issues to work through, time for some peace and reflection while having sex at least 1-2 times a week without needing to spend money?
I just want to work on myself this year with gym and saving money (the more I’ve earned the more I spent) while getting a handle on my alcohol and drug consumption (I’ve been drug free over a month but still drink but I haven’t been hammered in over a month).
I have 2 plates, Sophie and Spanish Maria, both nice and do things for me, give me the affection/love that I’ve craved for 6 months living with Sara. Both pay 50/50 and both give good sex, bj, hugs, kisses etc.
Shall I just settled with this for now and get off OLD and spend more nights in?
Past 2 fridays I stayed home sober which I haven’t done in a long time and I’m getting used to staying home and not needing to go out drink/drugging and spending **** loss of cash.
I’m 30 now and I have issues to work through, time for some peace and reflection while having sex at least 1-2 times a week without needing to spend money?