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Don Juan
I got my first number last night. I went to a house party. It was wonderful. I was friendly but not pushy. I was funny, but not crass. I was glib and not fake. We danced salsa in a small room all by ourselves. We danced for two or three songs. When I went to close I didn't ask for her number. No, I remembered advice on this site, and I asked if there was a number I could contact her at. It was beautiful. She gave me her number and I said I would call her for more dancing. She told me she was free every night this week. I played it cool.
As wonderful as all this was I woke up this morning with her in my head. I couldn't stop thinking about her. I started imagining us dating, us being out, us having fun. In short I felt I was putting her up on a pedestal. Putting her out of reach. Now I know if i keep on this train of thought I will surely end anything before it happens. I tried thinking of work, projects, hobbies anything but my mind wanders back to her. How can I stop thinking about her so much? How can I stop putting her on a pedestal?
Soverign
As wonderful as all this was I woke up this morning with her in my head. I couldn't stop thinking about her. I started imagining us dating, us being out, us having fun. In short I felt I was putting her up on a pedestal. Putting her out of reach. Now I know if i keep on this train of thought I will surely end anything before it happens. I tried thinking of work, projects, hobbies anything but my mind wanders back to her. How can I stop thinking about her so much? How can I stop putting her on a pedestal?
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