The "Threat" and Ostracism

[Macaframalama]

I have never considered an acquaintance, truly a friend without them showing a willingness to speak they're minds, in regards to and about me, especially. We're in the same boat regardless, treading the same merciless waters. There is absolutely no time to waste sugarcoating facts, nor reality. I despise the wasted opportunity. I despise the inefficiency. I despise the fact, that I have allowed certain ppl in my life to waste my time, but that's what it is isn't it and that is my fault?.?. Experience. I've questioned wether it's me, narcissism, before ever pointing the finger and I've noted to watch actions, above all else. All I see is female tendency behavior from the men around me. Allot of pissy attitude and stomping off and chalking it up to a bad day. Ok! But that doesn't give you the excuse to act like a b!tch towards other men. Further evident is that I get along with the women in these circles just fine. It really is lonely at the top and I have so much more that I want to accomplish in regards to women and I'm not there, but I am fvcking efficient at what I do in the realm I do it in, but the walls are caving and jealousy and insecurity are becoming a driving force now, more than ever. Buckle up b!tches and get comfortable lone wolfing it out here if need be. Dudes acting b!tches and b!tches acting like dudes.