RawkinKaoticStyle
Senior Don Juan
greetings peeps
i wanted to share this with you and i wanted to hear dome of your thoughts on this.
Recently i was on vacation, i went to flordia to disney world.
I do alot of thinking when im home so i said to myself i will just say " Fawk everything " and have a great time. I also wanted to get some experience with conversations with ladies, considering this is a perfect oppertunity, i must say flordia ladies look ..... UGLY but the legs look nice and tan, and i like that.
The think is , i found somehting out about myself, i really think it has something to do with all the masterbation and porn ive seen in my past but its like i cant see chicks for who they are. Their just people like me . Now this sounds familiar to ONEITIS right but it came in a different direction i think.
Everytime i saw a chick, you know its flordia its hot , chicks are doing their usually shyt when its hot, skirts and showing thoes oily legs.... all i could think about was this when i would see a chick. I couldent even see them as a person they were its like their an object.
In my mind i would say crazy shyt like " hmm i wonder how good of a nut that would be is i just jumped on her and humped that ass thats peaking through that skirt right now"
its like my mind is currupted and its preventing me from doing what i want to do approach chicks and make fun thats all i want i dun care for relationship simply i want to aproach chicks and make fun.
Im always thining about the ass. Its not even what i want too!! isnt that weird
So on my vacation i had like a mental strom of conflicting views and i thought of ~~!!!THE JAPS!!!~~ while i was meditation at the pool at the resort i was staying in
everytime i would see a chick that would spark thoes sexual emotions and thoughts, i would say Fawkin JAP !!
JAP means just another person
and when i look thoes chiks in the eye as im walking down the disney world parks it gives me a little relief because it remeinds me their just another person , nothing special , just like me.
Unfortunatly i thought of this on the last day of my 5 day vacation and i dident get to approach but 3 chicks . 3 chicks in 5 days, thats pityfull considering i will nevaer see any of the chicks ever in my life and that was probley the only time i will go to disney world again. But maybe its good becaus ei approached 3 chicks in one day , ahh who knows, actually naw
I wasted my time being desperate over what i could do to a chick sexually, and i couldent relax and see all the fine looking girls just as people .
so now im saying to myself as i write this, forgit alll this masterbating and forgit all this porn , im handing in my FREAK MYSELF CARD. and forgit day dreaming about what the prettyest girl is and what i could do with them ... their just fawkin JAPS and that makes me feel more relaxed.
could you guys share some of your views on this , whatever
i wanted to share this with you and i wanted to hear dome of your thoughts on this.
Recently i was on vacation, i went to flordia to disney world.
I do alot of thinking when im home so i said to myself i will just say " Fawk everything " and have a great time. I also wanted to get some experience with conversations with ladies, considering this is a perfect oppertunity, i must say flordia ladies look ..... UGLY but the legs look nice and tan, and i like that.
The think is , i found somehting out about myself, i really think it has something to do with all the masterbation and porn ive seen in my past but its like i cant see chicks for who they are. Their just people like me . Now this sounds familiar to ONEITIS right but it came in a different direction i think.
Everytime i saw a chick, you know its flordia its hot , chicks are doing their usually shyt when its hot, skirts and showing thoes oily legs.... all i could think about was this when i would see a chick. I couldent even see them as a person they were its like their an object.
In my mind i would say crazy shyt like " hmm i wonder how good of a nut that would be is i just jumped on her and humped that ass thats peaking through that skirt right now"
its like my mind is currupted and its preventing me from doing what i want to do approach chicks and make fun thats all i want i dun care for relationship simply i want to aproach chicks and make fun.
Im always thining about the ass. Its not even what i want too!! isnt that weird
So on my vacation i had like a mental strom of conflicting views and i thought of ~~!!!THE JAPS!!!~~ while i was meditation at the pool at the resort i was staying in
everytime i would see a chick that would spark thoes sexual emotions and thoughts, i would say Fawkin JAP !!
JAP means just another person
and when i look thoes chiks in the eye as im walking down the disney world parks it gives me a little relief because it remeinds me their just another person , nothing special , just like me.
Unfortunatly i thought of this on the last day of my 5 day vacation and i dident get to approach but 3 chicks . 3 chicks in 5 days, thats pityfull considering i will nevaer see any of the chicks ever in my life and that was probley the only time i will go to disney world again. But maybe its good becaus ei approached 3 chicks in one day , ahh who knows, actually naw
I wasted my time being desperate over what i could do to a chick sexually, and i couldent relax and see all the fine looking girls just as people .
so now im saying to myself as i write this, forgit alll this masterbating and forgit all this porn , im handing in my FREAK MYSELF CARD. and forgit day dreaming about what the prettyest girl is and what i could do with them ... their just fawkin JAPS and that makes me feel more relaxed.
could you guys share some of your views on this , whatever