Anybody ever actually seek out rejection? i find that negative reinforment works better than positive reinforcment because it speeds up the process..
Perfection through Pain. Bad with good. Its a backwards way of living but let me tell you what i did to get over this girl, that i've been having a severe oneitis with, i mean everytime i thought i had a million reasons to forget about her, i wanted her more.
Anyways I tried to meet up with her and thigns were really awkward, and she basiclly got in her car and left.. and then i left and she called me while she was driving and said,
why'd you meet up with me.
I couldn't tell her the real reason, so i said cuz i was in the area I haven't seen you in a while .
So
I dunno, i guess i all i can say is what i already said its been a while since i seen you, i was in the area and thought i'd pop in.
Well next time if you do call because it was awkward, latley you've been really cool, i've enjoyed talking with you but now today you kinda took a jump backwards because you reminded me of how you used to be, i think we should probalby not speak again for a while.
Your probably right, i'll call in a month or two.
Ok, but do call because.. your an awesome guy i just think it was a little to soon, and i'm totally not ready to even see your face.
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Kinda a smack in the face but holy crap it straitned me right up, almost instantly. In fact i for once in a long time don't even have a feeling inside me that has her attached to it
It was a crude way to get over her, i knew what the outcome would be if i tried to meet up with her.. but i needed some kinda push.
Perfection through Pain. Bad with good. Its a backwards way of living but let me tell you what i did to get over this girl, that i've been having a severe oneitis with, i mean everytime i thought i had a million reasons to forget about her, i wanted her more.
Anyways I tried to meet up with her and thigns were really awkward, and she basiclly got in her car and left.. and then i left and she called me while she was driving and said,
why'd you meet up with me.
I couldn't tell her the real reason, so i said cuz i was in the area I haven't seen you in a while .
So
I dunno, i guess i all i can say is what i already said its been a while since i seen you, i was in the area and thought i'd pop in.
Well next time if you do call because it was awkward, latley you've been really cool, i've enjoyed talking with you but now today you kinda took a jump backwards because you reminded me of how you used to be, i think we should probalby not speak again for a while.
Your probably right, i'll call in a month or two.
Ok, but do call because.. your an awesome guy i just think it was a little to soon, and i'm totally not ready to even see your face.
END
Kinda a smack in the face but holy crap it straitned me right up, almost instantly. In fact i for once in a long time don't even have a feeling inside me that has her attached to it
It was a crude way to get over her, i knew what the outcome would be if i tried to meet up with her.. but i needed some kinda push.