RichardTheFrog
Banned
I was out tonight at a restaurant sitting at the bar drinking water, not talking to anyone. I was just looking at people... and when I left, I noticed that I possible have some faulty wiring in my brain leading me to misinterpret social situations....
I saw a table of 2 guys and 1 girl. My brain is telling me that these 3 people are all ****ing each other and they're about to go back to their place and have a threesome. Lol. In the parking lot, I saw them leaving in separate cars.
Another thing is that when a girl disrespects me (which seems to happen very frequently in today's society), I assume that she has some guy that she respects. Like there is some guy (her boyfriend, for example), that she is laughing with at the end of the day about all the dorky guys she disrespected during the day. I'm the chump, while there's some hero that she's ****ing daily. It occurred to me that I've never actually SEEN any of these guys. So maybe they don't exist and these girls act like that to everyone, or to most people.
In addition to this... I remember hearing the phrase "whether you think you can, or think you can't, you're right." And I think I am in the position of thinking that I can't all the time. I need to change this.
It also occurred to me that money might not help as much as I want it to. Even if they find out that I'm rich, if I ever actually get rich, they will not care and they will look for my personality. Money might get me some takers, but they might not be quality. Some might respect the ambition. At this point, I'm not sure I deserve a quality girl, or even know what one is. I really don't know what to work on, other than "personality," but I can't identify specific parts of my personality to improve.
My personality is currently non-existent. I have the social skills of an Aspie, but I don't think I actually have Asperger's. Okay, maybe slightly better than an Aspie.
I saw a table of 2 guys and 1 girl. My brain is telling me that these 3 people are all ****ing each other and they're about to go back to their place and have a threesome. Lol. In the parking lot, I saw them leaving in separate cars.
Another thing is that when a girl disrespects me (which seems to happen very frequently in today's society), I assume that she has some guy that she respects. Like there is some guy (her boyfriend, for example), that she is laughing with at the end of the day about all the dorky guys she disrespected during the day. I'm the chump, while there's some hero that she's ****ing daily. It occurred to me that I've never actually SEEN any of these guys. So maybe they don't exist and these girls act like that to everyone, or to most people.
In addition to this... I remember hearing the phrase "whether you think you can, or think you can't, you're right." And I think I am in the position of thinking that I can't all the time. I need to change this.
It also occurred to me that money might not help as much as I want it to. Even if they find out that I'm rich, if I ever actually get rich, they will not care and they will look for my personality. Money might get me some takers, but they might not be quality. Some might respect the ambition. At this point, I'm not sure I deserve a quality girl, or even know what one is. I really don't know what to work on, other than "personality," but I can't identify specific parts of my personality to improve.
My personality is currently non-existent. I have the social skills of an Aspie, but I don't think I actually have Asperger's. Okay, maybe slightly better than an Aspie.