We broke up, again- a month ago. I am always the one who does it...but I do get lured back in.
The relationship was a train wreck, basically because she is insane. Abusive in every sense of the word. It got to the point where I was walking out on her every week. I'd go no contact for a few days, but she would inevitably hoover me back in. I never blocked her number so I would get 1,000 desperate texts a day and night asking me to come back, etc.
We were having insanley great makeup sex daily. Haha.
A month ago I break up with her, tell her to never contact me again. This time I broke up with her and did the whole, "I hope we can still be friends bull**** that girls do to guys all the time." Then a week later she accidentally starts "mistexting" me. I dont take the bait. I Let it ride.
A few days ago she posts up photos on facebook of her finger which looks damn near chopped off! I cave in and TEXT HER. I was asking if she was ok, if she needed anything, said I was worried. She said she was fine and didnt need anything, and asked how I was doing. Made sure to tell her I was doing great, which in general I am, but we were together agout 8 months everyday so I do think about her a lot.
Obviously afterward, I feel like ****!
She texted me about something yesterday and we had a short convo. Shes "lol"ing everything I text, etc. Asks me if I'm seeing anyone, I say no. Because I'm not. (Fvcked 2 chicks, but I am not dating anyone.)
Then last night, I am a ****ing retard and asked her if she wants to go to church. She texts back and says yes. Then texts me back thirty minuts later to say that she IS dating someone and he is uncomfortable with her going to church with me (hes out of town).
I text back and say, THATS GREAT NEWS, IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU!
She replies: Maybe next week when he's back we can all go...
WTF?
I played it cool and said, Yeah, maybe. Sounds a little Jerry Springerish to me though.
I think Ive made it out with her thinking I dont have a care in the world and that I dont care if shes dating someone.
For one, I think it's probably a lie to try to dig at me. I would not put that past her one bit. For some reason it worked though. I dont even want to be with her. She ****ing sucks. But for some reason, it has pissed me off to the point where I feel sick. Is this an ego thing?
I actually want her to get a new guy so I can get out of the web and he will be the one stuck in it.
THIS IS WHY YOU DONT BREAK NO CONTACT, FELLAs
As for me No Contact. No weak ass bvll**** on my part anymore
BEFORE I GET FLAMED
I broke up with her and did the whole, I hope we can still be friends bull**** that girls do to guys all the time.
She now thinks that I'm cool with her dating and might even consider going to church with her and her new guy (if he exists at all).
Did I fare allright, even though I fvcked up?
The relationship was a train wreck, basically because she is insane. Abusive in every sense of the word. It got to the point where I was walking out on her every week. I'd go no contact for a few days, but she would inevitably hoover me back in. I never blocked her number so I would get 1,000 desperate texts a day and night asking me to come back, etc.
We were having insanley great makeup sex daily. Haha.
A month ago I break up with her, tell her to never contact me again. This time I broke up with her and did the whole, "I hope we can still be friends bull**** that girls do to guys all the time." Then a week later she accidentally starts "mistexting" me. I dont take the bait. I Let it ride.
A few days ago she posts up photos on facebook of her finger which looks damn near chopped off! I cave in and TEXT HER. I was asking if she was ok, if she needed anything, said I was worried. She said she was fine and didnt need anything, and asked how I was doing. Made sure to tell her I was doing great, which in general I am, but we were together agout 8 months everyday so I do think about her a lot.
Obviously afterward, I feel like ****!
She texted me about something yesterday and we had a short convo. Shes "lol"ing everything I text, etc. Asks me if I'm seeing anyone, I say no. Because I'm not. (Fvcked 2 chicks, but I am not dating anyone.)
Then last night, I am a ****ing retard and asked her if she wants to go to church. She texts back and says yes. Then texts me back thirty minuts later to say that she IS dating someone and he is uncomfortable with her going to church with me (hes out of town).
I text back and say, THATS GREAT NEWS, IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU!
She replies: Maybe next week when he's back we can all go...
WTF?
I played it cool and said, Yeah, maybe. Sounds a little Jerry Springerish to me though.
I think Ive made it out with her thinking I dont have a care in the world and that I dont care if shes dating someone.
For one, I think it's probably a lie to try to dig at me. I would not put that past her one bit. For some reason it worked though. I dont even want to be with her. She ****ing sucks. But for some reason, it has pissed me off to the point where I feel sick. Is this an ego thing?
I actually want her to get a new guy so I can get out of the web and he will be the one stuck in it.
THIS IS WHY YOU DONT BREAK NO CONTACT, FELLAs
As for me No Contact. No weak ass bvll**** on my part anymore
BEFORE I GET FLAMED
I broke up with her and did the whole, I hope we can still be friends bull**** that girls do to guys all the time.
She now thinks that I'm cool with her dating and might even consider going to church with her and her new guy (if he exists at all).
Did I fare allright, even though I fvcked up?
