Realization and changing my ways

[Stark]

I started out as a useless nobody playing wow 24/7. got no where. i picked myself up excercised and now im in pretty decent shape. but even when i i had improved my appearance i still had a problem. and it was a mental one. my oneitis who has had me by the balls for almost a year.

today i came to the realization that my oneitis is a a hopeless mirage at best. a path down to dissapointment and continued unhappyness. i put her on a pedastel. ya shes hot but i made her in my mind the most amazing girl ever looks wise and personality wise. and what it did to me was **** with me. in reality shes a leading on, cold, self centered, drugee,spoiled, slut!! and now i realize that. if she wants me shes going to have to get on her knees and beg because i dont ****ing need her theres better women out there i just have been using narrow vision and i need to change things more to improve myself.

you might have seen how much it got to me in previous posts like this one http://www.sosuave.net/forum/showthread.php?t=137645 where i realized how hopless it was when she asked me via text msg that i should i find a gf cas she has never seen me with one. and that i should tell her who i like cas she will try and hook me up with them. and as for that i duno if ill take it cas im just falling into what she wants.

i have been on a chase to get no where and you know what? when it comes to girls i dont give a **** anymore. you only live once. you only go through high school and college once and im not going to sit on my ass and cry cas one girl doesnt like me back. There is still alot i have to work on and i duno if i can get to where i want to but atleast im rdy to move on from this pointless ****... thanks all

aim is snidyy any help is appreciated

 

[MacAvoy]

Right on bro, stick to your guns. Cut off all contact with her, delete her number, don't even read her txts, just delete them, trust me. She'll try suck you back in to keep you around as a backup that she'll never make a move with.

Get out there and use your new skills & bod and start getting new chicks, you can do it.

 

[Stark]

there is only one big problem tho. she sits in front of me in one of my classes haha ill still ignore her ass but itl be akward as fuk

 

[Stark]

So today 1st day free from the clutches of oneitis.

first period i talk to this hot chick ive never talked to the whole year. i infact saw her at bestbuy. she saw me too so it wasnt an im stalking you thing. so i bring it up. we talk about car stereos and various things for like 10 mins and then sit next to each other in an audiotium assembly thing. then its just casual talking. she has a bf but oh well i need to imrove my convo skills with girls

fourth period the class i have with my oneitis. in my mind she is not even there. i pretend i don't even know her. she doesnt talk to me so i dont talk to her. she tries to talk to me once to get my attention but i just nod and am uninterested focused on talking to other people. at lunch i walk off im not driving my oneitis to lunch anymore. or replying to her texts anymore.

today i went to the gym had a good workout going out to dinner with friends have done well not thinking about oneitis shes nothing to me now

tommorow i plan on opening convo with more girls. while nothing happens i guess im going down the right road.

 

[demonic]

So today 1st day free from the clutches of oneitis.

first period i talk to this hot chick ive never talked to the whole year. i infact saw her at bestbuy. she saw me too so it wasnt an im stalking you thing. so i bring it up. we talk about car stereos and various things for like 10 mins and then sit next to each other in an audiotium assembly thing. then its just casual talking. she has a bf but oh well i need to imrove my convo skills with girls

fourth period the class i have with my oneitis. in my mind she is not even there. i pretend i don't even know her. she doesnt talk to me so i dont talk to her. she tries to talk to me once to get my attention but i just nod and am uninterested focused on talking to other people. at lunch i walk off im not driving my oneitis to lunch anymore. or replying to her texts anymore.

today i went to the gym had a good workout going out to dinner with friends have done well not thinking about oneitis shes nothing to me now

tommorow i plan on opening convo with more girls. while nothing happens i guess im going down the right road.

Proud of you man, i've got oneitis for a girl i'm with/ummm not even sure if i'm with her...i mean that's how fked up my situation is.

the sad thing is i KNOW i can do waaay better than her and i'm confident,charming and very confident...yet even though i know i can do better i can't move on... *sigh*

Demonic

 

[Stéphane]

WoW is a ****ty game anyways, man. Don't waste your life on it. Starcraft 2 on the other hand.. i'll have to avoid it like the plague.