Not being Afraid to be yourself (A long Sad Post)

[Chosen1]

I know I'm Still a RAfc and have a long way to go before I become a true dj but, I know not to be afraid to be myself. Let me explain. 1 year ago I started taliking to this girl I liked her and she worked with me, I started talking to her and she was somewhat intresting. So I begged her and begged her for her number and thought she ain't gonna give it to me because I suck i'm kind of fat fairly handsome though but sometimes I smell bad bad I think anyways. While I wasn't begging for attention I was
making her smile and laugh and this is all at work I also was able to make others laugh cause that's who I am.

We went to the movies to see spiderman 2 cause that's my boy. I ended up taking my little seven year old brother and my sister who is also nineteen. The girl totally dissed me at the movies (That's why I hate 'em) then we went to Mcdonalds at chilled she dissed me there too so it was her not me then she dissed me at walmart so maybe it was me. Then I said to my little brother "I don't think she likes me I"m this I'm that blah blah blah" and my little brother said so who cares. So I'm like what does he know he sucks. So from my Walmart we went to my house she met my granddad and my mom and my mom said things about me. She said where is your room at at I should her but was happy again. I don't know why but I was myself again for a moment. We made out all night long (which sucked) and she left.

When I saw her again at work she dissed me again and blamed me for being tired I said hey it's your fault. then I tolded her I wanted to be in an exclusive relationship and she said I still love somebody and want to f uck until i'm ready to settle down I said son of a ***** and was sad I kept calling hoping to change her mind got ross jeffries speed seduction which didn't help and starting taliking about her actually ross did help me when he said don't attach excess meaining to being accepted or rejected.

Now if i come up to a girl I don't worry about looking bad or smelling bad cause I know I don't now I know to be myself I"m a fun guy, most guys who post here are I love to have fun make people smile, but sometimes i like to sulk and be by myself. that's who I should have been with this girl myself letting her know i'm fun when i want to be but then letting her miss me when i'm gone but i focused on the negatives about me i'll never let a women have so much control over my frame again. I'll never focus that much attention on or give that much time to a women. Matter of fact she has no power over me If she makes me or anybody else unhappy that's their fault always be yourself your always in control now if you excuse me i'm going to go Mack.

 

[Aaron B]

Break that up into paragraphs and I will read it

 

[newdave]

Well.. a few points come straight to mind..

1. Use paragraphs, makes it soo much easier to read. And spell check pls.

2. Begged and begged for her number?? Strike 1

3. Little brother and sister came along on date?! WTF!? Strike 2

4. Shes dissing you all the time?? Elaborate on this. is it just playful or is she really having a go at you and your just letting her.. Strike 3

And dude no quick speed seduction trick is going to swing her feelings towards to you. If you really want her, your only option (which is very effective) is just to 'be there for her' as 'friends' and spend heaps of time together. Then maybe she will start to see you in a more relationship, lovey light.

Dave.

 

[Chosen1]

Comments

Thanks for the commensts

Strike1: paragraphs I blame the school systems for this but I will be fixing this sooon

Strike 2: I learned never to beg but to be natural

Strike 3: I won't ever take my little brother with me on a date again but he is important to me

Strike 4: She was acting ****ty like she didn't know who I was so i felt bad now I wouldn't even care

Strike 5: And five the purpose of the post is to show the scars I gaine through djing I learned not to focus on "speed Seduction" on anything and not to take STUFF from anybody oh yeah I no longer mess with her too ****ty thanks for the commensts It made the post look way way better peace.