amazingswayze
Master Don Juan
Today was another day spent in deep thought. I woke up at 6:30 to get to class by 8:00 a.m. I didn't leave school till about 6 p.m. today. When I was driving home, I put things in perspective. Here's what I realized.
Nothing else is more important than for me to finish my education. Even though I will hate all the work that college brings, I have to power through. I'm in a very competitive, prestigious nursing program; also one of the most affordable in my area. I would be a fool to not capitalize on this opportunity.
I'll make the best of it.
If I do my work, I'll be successful in my 20's. All I have to do is put my mind to this. I'm entering an amazing field, with guaranteed job security, and flexible hours. Where else can you work 3 days a week and still do well for yourself?
All the work I need to do right now is directly related to my success.
Along the way I'll be working on my body. I will stick to a gym routine for the rest of my life. This is the absolute best thing I can do to live a longer, healthier life, improve my confidence, and attract women. I want to be in amazing shape after being chubby my whole life. I want to see the world from a different perspective. All I gotta do is do it.
My last endeavor is music. I already know how to rap, but I still need to learn how to make beats. I am a complete newbie. I'm using Logic Pro X right now to experiment. All I know how to do right now is simple drum beats. I will practice, and keep practicing, and learn new things along the way. If I put my mind to it, I can be a rapper and a producer, even though I have no musical background.
Nobody else is gonna put me on if I want to make it, so it's up to me. I realized something in the car. I was listening to 2 Chainz, and he is fire is fire. But he isn't leaving behind a legacy. He'll be forgotten. He has made no positive impact on the world. I'd rather never be famous than to be a bull$hit rapper like 2 Chainz. All I want to be known for is being real. I believe my life story is something many people will be able to relate to and as I develop my persona and musical talent, this dream will become more realistic.
I can be a nurse, and I can rap too. I'm gonna live life on my terms. I would regret it my whole life if I didn't at least try.
Last thing, girls. Not even a priority to me anymore. I guess it's not a big deal for me to lose my virginity anymore. I obviously want to really badly but it isn't worth it for me to chase them. If I put in the work, they'll come in due time. I was feeling really insecure about my lack of sexual experience of the longest time, but at least I got head, fingered a girl, ate her out. Those are great reference experiences. I feel so much more comfortable in my own shoes now.
I learned a lot so far. I'm not shy anymore. I can approach any person. I know how to mack a little bit. I'm finally putting my life before women.
tl;dr
PLAN
1. Education
2. Fitness
3. Music
I gotta stay focused every single day. The world is mine. Anything is possible. These goals ain't easy, but I can and will do it. Ain't nothin to it but to do it. :yes:
Nothing else is more important than for me to finish my education. Even though I will hate all the work that college brings, I have to power through. I'm in a very competitive, prestigious nursing program; also one of the most affordable in my area. I would be a fool to not capitalize on this opportunity.
I'll make the best of it.
If I do my work, I'll be successful in my 20's. All I have to do is put my mind to this. I'm entering an amazing field, with guaranteed job security, and flexible hours. Where else can you work 3 days a week and still do well for yourself?
All the work I need to do right now is directly related to my success.
Along the way I'll be working on my body. I will stick to a gym routine for the rest of my life. This is the absolute best thing I can do to live a longer, healthier life, improve my confidence, and attract women. I want to be in amazing shape after being chubby my whole life. I want to see the world from a different perspective. All I gotta do is do it.
My last endeavor is music. I already know how to rap, but I still need to learn how to make beats. I am a complete newbie. I'm using Logic Pro X right now to experiment. All I know how to do right now is simple drum beats. I will practice, and keep practicing, and learn new things along the way. If I put my mind to it, I can be a rapper and a producer, even though I have no musical background.
Nobody else is gonna put me on if I want to make it, so it's up to me. I realized something in the car. I was listening to 2 Chainz, and he is fire is fire. But he isn't leaving behind a legacy. He'll be forgotten. He has made no positive impact on the world. I'd rather never be famous than to be a bull$hit rapper like 2 Chainz. All I want to be known for is being real. I believe my life story is something many people will be able to relate to and as I develop my persona and musical talent, this dream will become more realistic.
I can be a nurse, and I can rap too. I'm gonna live life on my terms. I would regret it my whole life if I didn't at least try.
Last thing, girls. Not even a priority to me anymore. I guess it's not a big deal for me to lose my virginity anymore. I obviously want to really badly but it isn't worth it for me to chase them. If I put in the work, they'll come in due time. I was feeling really insecure about my lack of sexual experience of the longest time, but at least I got head, fingered a girl, ate her out. Those are great reference experiences. I feel so much more comfortable in my own shoes now.
I learned a lot so far. I'm not shy anymore. I can approach any person. I know how to mack a little bit. I'm finally putting my life before women.
tl;dr
PLAN
1. Education
2. Fitness
3. Music
I gotta stay focused every single day. The world is mine. Anything is possible. These goals ain't easy, but I can and will do it. Ain't nothin to it but to do it. :yes: