My Plan of Action

[Derfel]

I didnt want to make this a boring read so i made boring bullet points.

[Short Background]
I am 21 and have lived most my life playing any sorts of games,
resulting in me making a few side bucks with others playing competitive e-sports.
What did i gain in the long run? Impaired Social skills.
Some girl in her very late 20s gave the last ditch to break me totally
2 years ago when i started to look for a better life
(Tips for my younger self: Don't stop teasing. Always trust your gut. Spin Plates.)
In january i'll have a finished school diploma.

[current state of being]
I am currently reading, reading, reading, working out and upped my style.
Girls increasingly check me out and give and hold EC.
I still have to improve on to escalate conversations with people in general.
No recurring social activities other than family.
Still looking for better hobby. My enthusiam for drawing went down when I
lost myself when this girl, who was painting for her life, happened to be there, too.
Now also most attempts at drawing feel like supplicating to women.



[Action]

• Working, again, in the gastronomy. Now behind the counter.
• Living alone: cook for myself and wipe my ass alone in all situations.
• Finding a real life hobby to indulge in, other than reading and working out.
• Having activities which i can be with other people, outside of work.
• Hitting on Girls and having sex with them. Those, i am actually attracted to.
• Putting on (at least)another 12lbs in 2014.
• Finding a fitting condom my penis stays unreactive to.

Your Critic is welcomed and encouraged.

 

[skinnyguy]

Isn't there something called the bare skin condom by Trojan

 

[Derfel]

I have 13.5 centimeters circumference and tried the normal sized from the local drug stores.
Its very hard to get them on.

Then i ordered test packages of "mysize" condoms in the ranges of 57-60-64.
They are Polyutheran.
57 wouldn't go more than the glans penis.
60 was alright but then felt uncomfortable all of a sudden so i tried 64.
turned out my penis gained a centimeter circumference and 2 in size after putting on the condoms.
I put them away immeadiately. And washed everything off with soap and water.
Still had the condom smell on it though.
Dunno if its the material or the "ingredients" mixed in to sustain the material.