my nemsis

[theory of knowledge]

i don't know if this is oneitis or not, but there is always one girl around whom i get nervous and afcish no matter how successful and smooth i can act around the others,

right now for example, i am seeing 3 girls, hb 8, 7, and 6, its coming alone perfectly, i am confident and a challenge; but there is another girl, a 7, around whom i always am unnatrual and resort to canned lines...

this has always happened to me, i believe its oneitis, or a carry over from my shy-nerd-masterbate-at-home days. there is always one girl that i get infatuated with, no matter how firmly i follow my passions, how close i am with my other friends, how much i travel and how many girls i am seeing, there is always one girl that i would like to have more than the others--and the problem is, i then turn afc.

 

[GloriouslyInsane]

I will suppose this "other girl" gives you alot more buy signals that's why you get afc around her OR she's the one with the least interest and your ego needs to feed.

 

[theory of knowledge]

its strange...normally its pretty easy for me to make a move, but in all my relationships, there is one girl that i just don't have enough confidence with--with most girls, the c&f and push&pull etc comes natrually, but always, one girl , usually no different from the rest, not necessarily the pretteist or the best personality, but i become clueless.

they are definitely interested in me judging from their actions, and once in a while, especially when dancing, i can become spontaneous again, but more often i just sulk around them.