coolboy.4uuu
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First time I met her 2 years ago. She looked interested in me and I did as well. In couple of days we seemed to get very closed and we were together for hours a day. After one week every thing went crazy. Suddenly she stopped answering my calls, my messages, and emails! I was shocked and I didn't know why, totally confused. For days I tried to know the reason, but she even didn't want to talk to me!!! so this big question mark remained in my mind for months.
But after 1 year or even more, she contacted me back and begged me to forgive her and accept her back. I didn't say no, but told her to tell me why she had left, leaving me in total darkness about her reason of cutting our relation. This time she was totally different. I felt that she has had some serious problems, and I wanted to help her to cross over them. But she was too bitter, so upset, one day good, and other day so ****ed up, annoying and reckless! I didn't know what to do with her. I knew she wanted to be with me and me myself have some feeling about her so I wanted to be with her as well. But I reached to the point that I can't be with her any more. So I turned my attention from her. A little while later her friend contacted me and I understood that my gf wanted her to call me and convince me to stay with her. But I thought that everything was over for me! Her friend got interested in me and in a little time she was my new girl. But this was not the end. She (ex) called me one day, but I didn't want to answer. So she sent me some texts and told me things that was unbelievable. She told me that:
"I've been never interested in you. I loved another guy. but he cheated on me, so when I started hanging up with you, I just wanted to take revenge from his common-genders! But I saw that I cant play with you, so I decided to end it up. Because of what's happened to me I tried to kill myself many times but I was't succeeded. I came back to rectify what I did to you because it was torturing me all the time. But now I see you want me the truth. so this is the truth. ..."
After reading these things, I went out of my mind and told her things that never wanted to tell anybody. I was with her friends for months, but she (ex) never got sure about it. One day she texted me and warned me to break up with her friend! But I never paid attention to that. I've been with several girls during these years. and all of them were very good to me and most of them have connection with me even after breaking up. But this case was different for me. LISTEN! it's not finished! About a month ago, this ex again emailed me and wanted me to forgive her and be with her. And I was reading her email exactly one day after stoping seeing my last GF!!! I didn't know really how to react. Although she had emailed me several times after last fight, but they weren't about being together again. But this time she has told she is regretful for everything and begged me for forgiveness and giving her another chance. I told her yes, but now I dont know how to re-establish a relation mostly broken between me and her.
The main question is How can I build a new relation with someone who has annoyed me much more than anyone in recent years? Is it possible? Never have met her in this one month. I feel not ready. But how can I handle it? What does she want from me? What is in her head? I hope opinions and comments of you friends help me.
But after 1 year or even more, she contacted me back and begged me to forgive her and accept her back. I didn't say no, but told her to tell me why she had left, leaving me in total darkness about her reason of cutting our relation. This time she was totally different. I felt that she has had some serious problems, and I wanted to help her to cross over them. But she was too bitter, so upset, one day good, and other day so ****ed up, annoying and reckless! I didn't know what to do with her. I knew she wanted to be with me and me myself have some feeling about her so I wanted to be with her as well. But I reached to the point that I can't be with her any more. So I turned my attention from her. A little while later her friend contacted me and I understood that my gf wanted her to call me and convince me to stay with her. But I thought that everything was over for me! Her friend got interested in me and in a little time she was my new girl. But this was not the end. She (ex) called me one day, but I didn't want to answer. So she sent me some texts and told me things that was unbelievable. She told me that:
"I've been never interested in you. I loved another guy. but he cheated on me, so when I started hanging up with you, I just wanted to take revenge from his common-genders! But I saw that I cant play with you, so I decided to end it up. Because of what's happened to me I tried to kill myself many times but I was't succeeded. I came back to rectify what I did to you because it was torturing me all the time. But now I see you want me the truth. so this is the truth. ..."
After reading these things, I went out of my mind and told her things that never wanted to tell anybody. I was with her friends for months, but she (ex) never got sure about it. One day she texted me and warned me to break up with her friend! But I never paid attention to that. I've been with several girls during these years. and all of them were very good to me and most of them have connection with me even after breaking up. But this case was different for me. LISTEN! it's not finished! About a month ago, this ex again emailed me and wanted me to forgive her and be with her. And I was reading her email exactly one day after stoping seeing my last GF!!! I didn't know really how to react. Although she had emailed me several times after last fight, but they weren't about being together again. But this time she has told she is regretful for everything and begged me for forgiveness and giving her another chance. I told her yes, but now I dont know how to re-establish a relation mostly broken between me and her.
The main question is How can I build a new relation with someone who has annoyed me much more than anyone in recent years? Is it possible? Never have met her in this one month. I feel not ready. But how can I handle it? What does she want from me? What is in her head? I hope opinions and comments of you friends help me.