Looking to kill the AFC that was me

[JustWuzzle]

Hi guys, I'm not new to this site but I've never posted. I'm 25 years old divorced man with one child. I've been taken advantage of by the baby mother. She recently told me out of the blue that she wanted a divorce. I felt almost like killing myself. I'm glad this woman is godless and divorced me while I was still young. Part of me does feel lost. I used to pay all the bills yet she told everyone I spent all my money on porn and what not. I see now she was the wrong women(understatement). I married her at just 21 she was 19 I thought she loved me more then anything. She had almost gotten me into trouble with her boyfriend (who she tried to get into contact with while we were married). Yet I still married. We did Illegal things together I even got caught stealing at Martins for her (while she was pregnant). I know now what I had was a warped twisted version of love. I use to come to this site before I was married. I always said I would get married have a job let her have her freedoms and me my own freedoms of being a man. She helped twist my vision of what love should be. I love my son to death but I wish I would have never met her. I'm now looking to start a new chapter in my life I'm looking to kill that AFC in me. The one that let her walk all over me helped bring so much drama in my life by killing that weakness. If I never have to talk to her again fine but I'm looking to kill that nice guy forever. P.S I know that I'm not an innocent victim I got mad jealous and have done my part to help destroy but I am looking to genuinely change myself inside out.

 

[Tiguere]

poor lost soul.

here scroll down to the bottom of the page and clik the link that says (DJ BIBLE)

BOTTOM LEFT CORNER

 

[Masculinity]

Hi guys, I'm not new to this site but I've never posted. I'm 25 years old divorced man with one child. I've been taken advantage of by the baby mother. She recently told me out of the blue that she wanted a divorce. I felt almost like killing myself. I'm glad this woman is godless and divorced me while I was still young. Part of me does feel lost. I used to pay all the bills yet she told everyone I spent all my money on porn and what not. I see now she was the wrong women(understatement). I married her at just 21 she was 19 I thought she loved me more then anything. She had almost gotten me into trouble with her boyfriend (who she tried to get into contact with while we were married). Yet I still married. We did Illegal things together I even got caught stealing at Martins for her (while she was pregnant). I know now what I had was a warped twisted version of love. I use to come to this site before I was married. I always said I would get married have a job let her have her freedoms and me my own freedoms of being a man. She helped twist my vision of what love should be. I love my son to death but I wish I would have never met her. I'm now looking to start a new chapter in my life I'm looking to kill that AFC in me. The one that let her walk all over me helped bring so much drama in my life by killing that weakness. If I never have to talk to her again fine but I'm looking to kill that nice guy forever. P.S I know that I'm not an innocent victim I got mad jealous and have done my part to help destroy but I am looking to genuinely change myself inside out.

Holly mother of gooosh...this woman is horrible! And you didn't help by being whipped and doing all those things for her. She probably got banged by other dudes before she ever brought up divorce. I feel your pain; I got out of a 2.5 relationship 3 days ago and it sucks. Don't do anything dumb, that woman isn't worth ANY kind of sacrifice.

You sounded like a wimp when you were talking about her ex-boyfriend; I get the feeling you were intimidated. Sounds like you're still in LTR mode and you need to snap out of that thing and get back into DJ mode, which you already were before. I'm not gonna give you another kick while you're down, but you need get your head back on your shoulders. Everything will be ok, brother - hang in there.

You need to read this in addition to the DJ bible:

http://www.sosuave.net/forum/showthread.php?t=160056

 

[JustWuzzle]

Holly mother of gooosh...this woman is horrible! And you didn't help by being whipped and doing all those things for her. She probably got banged by other dudes before she ever brought up divorce. I feel your pain; I got out of a 2.5 relationship 3 days ago and it sucks. Don't do anything dumb, that woman isn't worth ANY kind of sacrifice.

You sounded like a wimp when you were talking about her ex-boyfriend; I get the feeling you were intimidated. Sounds like you're still in LTR mode and you need to snap out of that thing and get back into DJ mode, which you already were before. I'm not gonna give you another kick while you're down, but you need get your head back on your shoulders. Everything will be ok, brother - hang in there.

You need to read this in addition to the DJ bible:

http://www.sosuave.net/forum/showthread.php?t=160056

I know she was faithful but that was just to prove she was better than me. I love her only because she has my ki. Somehow at 25 I never pictured myself like this dj bible it is

 

[JustWuzzle]

I've done my share back in 08 I found kicked her out because she wouldn't do anything. I get back with her and 8 months later she divorces me. I'm not perfect I just thought she was