Walk this Way
Don Juan
- Joined
- Mar 2, 2004
- Messages
- 111
- Reaction score
- 1
It doesn't sound like whatever you did talk about that day went well anyway. Homework help? And the girls talked among themselves? For some reason I don't sense signs of interest.Originally posted by Maxtro
DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The day started off smooth enough. I wanted to walk around with out her noticing me for a bit and “accidentally” run into her. But she sees me and calls me over to her and her friend asking for some help with her homework. Then we walk to class and the girls talk amongst themselves. We show up about 10 minutes early and I’m thinking to myself this is it. I’m going to wait for the right moment and ask her out. As soon as they sit down they immediately start working on the assignment. She said they are going to leave early since they don’t need to review for a test they are not going to take. I let her use my stapler and calculator and get to touch her hands.
I try to start a conversation about what they will be doing in Cancun next week and she shushes me, telling me not to talk because she wants to focus on the assignment. When she finishes she immediately gets up they say “Bye” to me and walks out the door. She comes back grabs her keys says bye again and she’s gone.
I’m sitting there completely baffled. She’s gone and I didn’t get to say anything to her. It never occurs to me to get off my ass and go after her. For some reason I’m thinking class is too important to cut. What the ƒuck is wrong with me?!?!?! I should have gone after her and now it’s too ƒucking late. I won’t see her again till next, next Monday.
This whole incident almost brings me to tears and I still don’t know if I have a shot with her and now I have to wait a ƒucking week to find out. I’m almost certain that she would say yes but I wasn’t even able to ask her.
Right now I’m completely crushed. I don’t know how I can handle the fallowing week. And I still can’t believe that I actually stayed in class instead of going after her. I am going through major oneitis but this time it's with a girl I actually have a shot at getting. It feels like god is ƒucking with me. Constantly teasing me. Why they hell can't something good happen to me?!
Complete and utter failure.