im feeling really depressed lately.

[killbill]

Its true I fill like shyt, I came back from a vacation and I really just dont want to be here. where I live there is nothing for me. I do have a nice home and a good familly but really I fill like shyt. I hate waking up in the mornings cause I fill like its just a fuking waste. My day consists of me drawing for hours playing guitar and reading tips on here. I know what your going to say go out and meet chicks. but I do then I find out there just a fuking waste, atleast the girls I met. so please give me some good advice I really need it. my life sucks. also I forgot to mention that im unemployed and looking for a job. thanks for reading.

 

[DDevil]

Military?

 

[oakraiderz2]

Theres kids in other countries starving, with aids being persecuted because of something out of their control. Im sure it sucks at this point but you really DONT HAVE ANYTHING TO COMPLAIN ABOUT. Sure we rant and rave every now and then, i think its kinda healthy. It allows you to wipe the slate clean in a sense and start putting together the pieces you want. Do something new. Go to the gym and work out. Run around your neighborhood. Along with all that stuff, get some goals while youre at it.

 

[Taviii]

Goals goals goals! Did you ever had a real passion. A passion so strong that when you woke up your first thought was about it and that you could start working on it more after you pee?

As I have vacation now, I'm also unemployed, but when I'm at home I do something I like: read, computer activities etc, but most of the day I'm just chilling outside with my friends. I havent been so happy in a long time.

If you like to draw then download a program like Adobe Illustrator, make some nice graphics and post them on deviantart. You might sell some and wont need a job afterwards

 

[Tomatoes]

You need a job......everyone says they hate their job but it keeps humans sane. It strange but we have to have a routine task that can take up the extra time in our day. (8 hours).


So focus on getting a job. Thats the most important thing. Trust me. I went threw the same thing and even a girl didnt get me out my rut. Getting a job did strangly enough.

 

[Desdinova]

I hate waking up in the mornings cause I fill like its just a fuking waste.

This one line tells me that you should be looking for some professional help instead of looking here. Go see your doctor about this and get a recommendation for some counselling or therapy.

 

[Shiftkey]

This one line tells me that you should be looking for some professional help instead of looking here. Go see your doctor about this and get a recommendation for some counselling or therapy.

They're just going to drug him up. That's not going to fix a thing.

killbill, you're feeling depressed for a good reason. It's your brain telling you that you need to improve your life. It's pretty obvious to me that the first thing you need to do is find a job. Make that more of a priority. In my experience, working out also tends to help in the short term - do that while you're looking. Try and think of other areas in your life is lacking and think up a reasonable solution to those problems.

 

[thefonz]

This one line tells me that you should be looking for some professional help instead of looking here.

I wouldn't jump to that conclusion. I went to therapy a few months ago for the same problems you have and I found this site to be better for me than 120 a session (In moderate doses I mean).

Like everyone else said....go get a job. There's plenty of things you must want in life that require money like new guitar equipment, new clothes, a nice apartment, food to get bigger, a nice car, vacations/cruises. Try to avoid deadend jobs and go for ones that are friendly to promotions for your hard work (UPS for example).