Well Tantric you are probably one of the first guys to tell her to get lost ever or in a real long time. She has been on a high pedstal for so long that the fall off it from when you finally told her off really bruised her pride. Not her feelings, she obiviously doesn't have any. Just her pride because that is the only thing she cares about. Just continue to walk away from her for good and aviod running back to her and not only will you grow as a DJ but it will take her down several pegs because there is at least one guy out there that won't take her B.S. anymore.
Though you do not realize it now, you stand in a very interesting position. For a while you felt like you were at the top of your DJ game, banging a hot runway model. You were popular and well liked and you felt like you were the master of everything you surveyed. But, like in a greek tragedy you fell far and hard. All your preconceptions and beliefs were stripped from you and now you have to take an honest look at yourself. But in keeping with the greek reference, you can now live out the story of the Phoenix. Its a mythic bird that was consumed by flame only to rise from its ashes and become something more.
From this day forward you can become something more. You've learned some hard lessons and I do not doubt cost you greatly. You are sitting amongst the ashes of your old ways and life. Everything has been burned away from you, but you have one thing few do. You have been given new eyes in which to see the world and for that matter DJing. From your past you will now have the eyes to see the pitfalls and traps that some queen bee like women will lay out for you. You can also see what it takes for you to attract women and see things about women that many others may not. All you have to do is walk away from her and start over again, this time with the priceless knowledge you have attained that cost you so greatly. Don't expect to rush all the way to the top just yet. I'm sure everyone told you that being at the top of the world is a great place to be, though they never mentioned how dangerous it can be to maintain a foothold there.
In closing, be open to the advice here and let what happened go. Do not treat this like the end of some great experiment, but the continuance and reforging of what it means to be a DJ.
-Grey Fox
Though you do not realize it now, you stand in a very interesting position. For a while you felt like you were at the top of your DJ game, banging a hot runway model. You were popular and well liked and you felt like you were the master of everything you surveyed. But, like in a greek tragedy you fell far and hard. All your preconceptions and beliefs were stripped from you and now you have to take an honest look at yourself. But in keeping with the greek reference, you can now live out the story of the Phoenix. Its a mythic bird that was consumed by flame only to rise from its ashes and become something more.
From this day forward you can become something more. You've learned some hard lessons and I do not doubt cost you greatly. You are sitting amongst the ashes of your old ways and life. Everything has been burned away from you, but you have one thing few do. You have been given new eyes in which to see the world and for that matter DJing. From your past you will now have the eyes to see the pitfalls and traps that some queen bee like women will lay out for you. You can also see what it takes for you to attract women and see things about women that many others may not. All you have to do is walk away from her and start over again, this time with the priceless knowledge you have attained that cost you so greatly. Don't expect to rush all the way to the top just yet. I'm sure everyone told you that being at the top of the world is a great place to be, though they never mentioned how dangerous it can be to maintain a foothold there.
In closing, be open to the advice here and let what happened go. Do not treat this like the end of some great experiment, but the continuance and reforging of what it means to be a DJ.
-Grey Fox