i know i might get alot of sh!t for this but...
since 2003... i've rarely ever made the first move these days. i used to be the one chasing almost everyday (i was never scared). i'd say hi to every passing girl and i mean every. now i just can't be fked. the only time i get close to a girl is at a party... where they usually start talking to me. i don't even like those kind of girls or even the parties which is why i limit going to them. i don't go to clubs/pubs/parties... only house parties and that's like maybe once in a very blue moon. i have also gotten used to my hand... i just whip it out every second day, get on the pc, check out some hot celebs and rub it off.
my first proper girlfriend was actually weird, my friend met two girls at his work... got their email address and he said to add them on my msn list. this girl started talking to me and made EVERY move. called me and arranged a date to meet. she was christian though, didn't get to meet many guys i'd say from where she lived... small town. before that i also got laid from a married woman who one night decided to grab my dik and well every week we'd catch up. that was before i met my gf that i mentioned above. then after i dumped my gf... check this... went to the city by train with few friends and met a girl on the train. i didn't say a word the whole way. she sat next to us and my friends chatted her up. all i did was give her my number when we got off and she text me 2 days later... we hooked up and i fked her in my friends room. also, about the start of this year... i got with three girls in one night. went to a friends house get together. two girls i was with in the back seat of my friends car immediatly liked me and didnt stop flirting... tickling me and such. one asked my number at the end of the night.. the other one stole my number from that girls phone. the third girl was the owner of the house who i slept with that same night.
i guess i don't chase anymore cause i'm sick of all those games you gotta play. it's crap... it'd be nice to just say what you really want and do what you really want with a girl instead of these mind games. i'm amazed that alot of guys chase around girls even thought half the time they get rejected. i mean... there's this girl i met at a party last year, ever since then it's been on and off with her games... if i ignore her she wants to catch up... then when we arrange the date, she's busy or not answering her phone. i mean fck that then. i just limit myself talking to girls like that. not to brag but i am a pretty good looking guy. i get alot of looks from girls. i don't really feel intimidated by hot girls. i can talk to any girl and say anything cause i am not scared. althought i do hate phone calls for some reason. i prefer face to face. basically, i only get play if a girl does the moves which is not a regular thing... for anyone unless you're a hollywood star. i guess i feel like a dog chasing girls and making all the moves, i hate it. the main reason also, is that most girls i meet are the ones i hate. i'm looking for a LTR which i've never been in. the longest was 5 months and i broke up with her cause of my pickyness in looks. almost every girl that walks past me goes partying or drinks/smokes. my dream girl would probably be something like this;
1. good looking
2. thin
3. isn't slutty/flirty
4. likes to stay home, watch movies
5. doesn't care about any other guys but me (i know i wouldn't care about other girls if i had a girl like this. i'm very faithful)
6. smart and talks alot (not too much)
7. loving, caring, etc..
you get the idea...
but we all know that's a dream. as if there is a hot girl that comes in that definition.
i think i'm gonna be single for a very long time. i don't have the motivation to even approach a girl unless it's for some other reason like just before. i asked the librarian why there were new workers here all of a sudden and we talked for a few mins. she even carried on about how she hated her old job blah blah. i believe i could of gotten her number for sure if i kept talking. but blah.. i'm really sick of making moves and i really am not too bothered about losing an oppurtunity like that. cause like i said, 90% girls are not my type.
feel free to just read. i felt i had to get that out of my chest.
since 2003... i've rarely ever made the first move these days. i used to be the one chasing almost everyday (i was never scared). i'd say hi to every passing girl and i mean every. now i just can't be fked. the only time i get close to a girl is at a party... where they usually start talking to me. i don't even like those kind of girls or even the parties which is why i limit going to them. i don't go to clubs/pubs/parties... only house parties and that's like maybe once in a very blue moon. i have also gotten used to my hand... i just whip it out every second day, get on the pc, check out some hot celebs and rub it off.
my first proper girlfriend was actually weird, my friend met two girls at his work... got their email address and he said to add them on my msn list. this girl started talking to me and made EVERY move. called me and arranged a date to meet. she was christian though, didn't get to meet many guys i'd say from where she lived... small town. before that i also got laid from a married woman who one night decided to grab my dik and well every week we'd catch up. that was before i met my gf that i mentioned above. then after i dumped my gf... check this... went to the city by train with few friends and met a girl on the train. i didn't say a word the whole way. she sat next to us and my friends chatted her up. all i did was give her my number when we got off and she text me 2 days later... we hooked up and i fked her in my friends room. also, about the start of this year... i got with three girls in one night. went to a friends house get together. two girls i was with in the back seat of my friends car immediatly liked me and didnt stop flirting... tickling me and such. one asked my number at the end of the night.. the other one stole my number from that girls phone. the third girl was the owner of the house who i slept with that same night.
i guess i don't chase anymore cause i'm sick of all those games you gotta play. it's crap... it'd be nice to just say what you really want and do what you really want with a girl instead of these mind games. i'm amazed that alot of guys chase around girls even thought half the time they get rejected. i mean... there's this girl i met at a party last year, ever since then it's been on and off with her games... if i ignore her she wants to catch up... then when we arrange the date, she's busy or not answering her phone. i mean fck that then. i just limit myself talking to girls like that. not to brag but i am a pretty good looking guy. i get alot of looks from girls. i don't really feel intimidated by hot girls. i can talk to any girl and say anything cause i am not scared. althought i do hate phone calls for some reason. i prefer face to face. basically, i only get play if a girl does the moves which is not a regular thing... for anyone unless you're a hollywood star. i guess i feel like a dog chasing girls and making all the moves, i hate it. the main reason also, is that most girls i meet are the ones i hate. i'm looking for a LTR which i've never been in. the longest was 5 months and i broke up with her cause of my pickyness in looks. almost every girl that walks past me goes partying or drinks/smokes. my dream girl would probably be something like this;
1. good looking
2. thin
3. isn't slutty/flirty
4. likes to stay home, watch movies
5. doesn't care about any other guys but me (i know i wouldn't care about other girls if i had a girl like this. i'm very faithful)
6. smart and talks alot (not too much)
7. loving, caring, etc..
you get the idea...
but we all know that's a dream. as if there is a hot girl that comes in that definition.
i think i'm gonna be single for a very long time. i don't have the motivation to even approach a girl unless it's for some other reason like just before. i asked the librarian why there were new workers here all of a sudden and we talked for a few mins. she even carried on about how she hated her old job blah blah. i believe i could of gotten her number for sure if i kept talking. but blah.. i'm really sick of making moves and i really am not too bothered about losing an oppurtunity like that. cause like i said, 90% girls are not my type.
feel free to just read. i felt i had to get that out of my chest.