OP, while I'm not the type to attack you personally, the others do have a point though expressed a little sharply. You won't learn from being babied into it.
We gain no pleasure putting you down as a person, but its actually quite painful to see a fellow male get let than he deserves by being soft as sh1t. I don't know you but I can already tell you are worth way more that this fake b1tch is giving out. You deserve better. Period.
You owe it to yourself to drop her. For your own sanity. For all of us here spending our time telling you how to improve your situation.
Go NC. If she doesn't initiate soon, delete everything related to her and use all the time you've wasted thinking about her to improve yourself