The August Sky
Don Juan
I originally met this girl when i was in 8th grade, i had first got the internet was like 2000 maybe? we talked for about a year, lost communication. Got ahold of each other when we were freshmen in college, spoke for a few months, lost communication. Then about the time the NFL season started i checked my email and she sent me a message via the messenger. It was weird b/c i never check that email more than twice a year. A fluke basically. within ten minutes we were talking on the phone, and have been ever since.
here is the dilemma. She would ask me on the phone what i wanted her to wear..shed run over outfits and id dress her from head to toe. Ive done this numerous times probably a dozen or so...and id say to her "u should take a picture and send it to me, so i can see how cute you look."
I got two pictures, in three months. TWO pictures. and she was at a wedding. I have never once received any of the pics she took for me. First it started out at her cell phone couldn't receive or send data b/c she didnt have an unlimited plan. had 50 MB or w/e of usage. Then it went to her home wireless isnt working, the cable company came numerous times and tried to fix it but it still wont connect. Then her dell laptop screen cracked, then her macbook pro all of a sudden wouldn't connect. Then she canceled her original wireless plan, but cant get new internet b/c the only other company shows up between 1-4 pm. and her and her roommates are never home. it sounds like a bunch of b.s. to me.
I mean she goes to a D-1 school and ur trying to tell me that u cant find a wireless connection and a place to send an email? that's so ridiculous. 50,000 kids at her school and she cant even go to a library and send an email, it makes me laugh how stupid shes being.
Ive more or less gotten pretty pist once, she started to cry citing how hard it is to be away from her family for the holidays, but shes a senior and its her 4th time being away, u think she would have gotten used to it by now? she told me she would send them, she never did.
This week was a big week for me recently, i passed my state boards test, i am now an RN, as of Wednesday. Well on wednesday as well, she had surgery, nothing major AT ALL. a little hip scope to see why she has chronic pain there. 45 min outpatient surgery, VERY MINOR. well that was on the same day i passed my test, she has dragged these pictures out for 3 months and im frankly, sick of it. This week she said she was going to give me my "present" being the pics if i passed, i liked that idea and honestly got excited for them b/c it seemed like it was a cute way to send them, well its now sunday morning and i haven't gotten them. I got angry with her last night and the conversation went like.....
me- so wheres that email?
her- oh well, im sorry but ive been in a lot of pain the last 4 days, ive hardly been awake
me- lol, haha u have not been sleeping for 4 days straight, thats impossible
her- well i just had surgery and i have a sinus infection now, where is your compassion at mr nurse? do you just want me to grunt through the pain and not take my pain pills just so you can get your stupid fking email?
me- haahhahahaah!!! omg, yea im asking you to not take a pain pill all day long b/c i am asking for 5 minutes out of your day. Literally 5 minutes to send me an email, im completely being SUCH an ******* to you. yea u got it completely right.
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problem is...
as much as i want to be a complete ******* to her, i truly cannot be. because this is the first Christmas she has had to spend without her father. her dad died of leukemia sometime last year shes never really talked about it with me, always says she doesn't want to talk about it, but she was a bone marrow donor to him and that couldn't even successfully save him. every time i get angry with her about these pictures she has promised me shed send me, she always reverts somehow to crying and telling me how hard it is. There seems to be a central theme here, and idk if it matters but there is 4 boys and her. so shes "daddy's only girl."
she has spent about 600 dollars on me for Christmas, bought me the new ipod touch, outfits from abercrombie, shes done everything right EXCEPT for this. she wont send me this email. And im pretty much so pist off im to the point of telling her ass to stay in the south and not come up here for Christmas. I mean how do i even REALLY truly know she is who she says she is. Ive seen her myspace, but pics are a lil bit older, shes seen me on my web cam she knows i am real. How do i know she is real? if i had some pictures in the outfits i picked out for her i would for sure know shes real.
Ive done so much planning for her, the second night i have a limo picking us up from my place, taking us to dinner, im buying her a dinner dress for that night at the hotel. The next night im taking her to Canada for new years eve at Niagara falls for the fire works, im doing all of this special planning that she has no idea about, and WILL NEVER know the full extent of how difficult it is to find the right things and to have everything be just perfect. i am trying so hard to make this **** right for her, and she cannot even do the one simple thing i asked of her.
i feel like im gonna crack, how do i make this bittie understand i am NOT playing around with her ass.
here is the dilemma. She would ask me on the phone what i wanted her to wear..shed run over outfits and id dress her from head to toe. Ive done this numerous times probably a dozen or so...and id say to her "u should take a picture and send it to me, so i can see how cute you look."
I got two pictures, in three months. TWO pictures. and she was at a wedding. I have never once received any of the pics she took for me. First it started out at her cell phone couldn't receive or send data b/c she didnt have an unlimited plan. had 50 MB or w/e of usage. Then it went to her home wireless isnt working, the cable company came numerous times and tried to fix it but it still wont connect. Then her dell laptop screen cracked, then her macbook pro all of a sudden wouldn't connect. Then she canceled her original wireless plan, but cant get new internet b/c the only other company shows up between 1-4 pm. and her and her roommates are never home. it sounds like a bunch of b.s. to me.
I mean she goes to a D-1 school and ur trying to tell me that u cant find a wireless connection and a place to send an email? that's so ridiculous. 50,000 kids at her school and she cant even go to a library and send an email, it makes me laugh how stupid shes being.
Ive more or less gotten pretty pist once, she started to cry citing how hard it is to be away from her family for the holidays, but shes a senior and its her 4th time being away, u think she would have gotten used to it by now? she told me she would send them, she never did.
This week was a big week for me recently, i passed my state boards test, i am now an RN, as of Wednesday. Well on wednesday as well, she had surgery, nothing major AT ALL. a little hip scope to see why she has chronic pain there. 45 min outpatient surgery, VERY MINOR. well that was on the same day i passed my test, she has dragged these pictures out for 3 months and im frankly, sick of it. This week she said she was going to give me my "present" being the pics if i passed, i liked that idea and honestly got excited for them b/c it seemed like it was a cute way to send them, well its now sunday morning and i haven't gotten them. I got angry with her last night and the conversation went like.....
me- so wheres that email?
her- oh well, im sorry but ive been in a lot of pain the last 4 days, ive hardly been awake
me- lol, haha u have not been sleeping for 4 days straight, thats impossible
her- well i just had surgery and i have a sinus infection now, where is your compassion at mr nurse? do you just want me to grunt through the pain and not take my pain pills just so you can get your stupid fking email?
me- haahhahahaah!!! omg, yea im asking you to not take a pain pill all day long b/c i am asking for 5 minutes out of your day. Literally 5 minutes to send me an email, im completely being SUCH an ******* to you. yea u got it completely right.
_______________________________________
problem is...
as much as i want to be a complete ******* to her, i truly cannot be. because this is the first Christmas she has had to spend without her father. her dad died of leukemia sometime last year shes never really talked about it with me, always says she doesn't want to talk about it, but she was a bone marrow donor to him and that couldn't even successfully save him. every time i get angry with her about these pictures she has promised me shed send me, she always reverts somehow to crying and telling me how hard it is. There seems to be a central theme here, and idk if it matters but there is 4 boys and her. so shes "daddy's only girl."
she has spent about 600 dollars on me for Christmas, bought me the new ipod touch, outfits from abercrombie, shes done everything right EXCEPT for this. she wont send me this email. And im pretty much so pist off im to the point of telling her ass to stay in the south and not come up here for Christmas. I mean how do i even REALLY truly know she is who she says she is. Ive seen her myspace, but pics are a lil bit older, shes seen me on my web cam she knows i am real. How do i know she is real? if i had some pictures in the outfits i picked out for her i would for sure know shes real.
Ive done so much planning for her, the second night i have a limo picking us up from my place, taking us to dinner, im buying her a dinner dress for that night at the hotel. The next night im taking her to Canada for new years eve at Niagara falls for the fire works, im doing all of this special planning that she has no idea about, and WILL NEVER know the full extent of how difficult it is to find the right things and to have everything be just perfect. i am trying so hard to make this **** right for her, and she cannot even do the one simple thing i asked of her.
i feel like im gonna crack, how do i make this bittie understand i am NOT playing around with her ass.
