the thing is, with my old oneitis, she is just that.. my old oneitis. Even when I was single, I had no problem with her in my life being friends.
It's been awhile since I felt like i just HAD to have her, maybe like 2 years now.
but at the same time, I don't know her "like that". Every relationship she has been in has been LOOOONG, so she does something right (or the guys are just that AFC, because what I gather from her, I think she has daddy.. and mommy issues)
What she does, is I think she can tell I am not really dying to date her, so she throws hints, clues that she would be interested in dating me, on purpose, and when I give a response she always acts like she doesn't know what she did. Like she is satisfied with the fact that she knows if she wanted to she could date me.. which was probably true in all honestly even a month ago, even with the other girls I was seeing.. I at least owed it to myself to give the one girl I have always liked a chance, even with her issues, I mean, what's the worse that could possibly happen? (wait.. i dont' want to ask myself that)
Damn... writiing this I just answered my own question... why even put up with this when I have a GF.. that looks better, acts better and isn't a nutcase? I'm not going to risk my relationship for this Attenition Troll, even if I can date her, in the long run it's not worth it, i mean i KNOW how it would end, and it's not good.