I just came back from a date where this chick from my university invited me to go upstairs to her apartment and we had a heavy make out session. This DJ mentality is working alright! but prehaps it is working too well??
I just don't feel the urge anymore of being with those chicks on a LTR basis and if they were to leave me and walk away tomorrow, I don't think it will effect me one bit because I know I can get some more. The thing is I remember that when I had oneitis for the chick that brought me to this site, I was in such a euphoric state that it felt almost good like taking a drug that you know its bad for you but you do it anyway because of the mind altering effect.
I promised myself that I would never have oneitis ever again and maybe as a result I don't feel as close to the chicks I am with??!! Am I surpressing something that I shouldn't?? because right now it feels like I am going from "Meat Hole A" to "Meat Hole B" and I think I am faking my feelings towards them in order for them to sleep with me. It all seems too mechanical.
I just don't feel the urge anymore of being with those chicks on a LTR basis and if they were to leave me and walk away tomorrow, I don't think it will effect me one bit because I know I can get some more. The thing is I remember that when I had oneitis for the chick that brought me to this site, I was in such a euphoric state that it felt almost good like taking a drug that you know its bad for you but you do it anyway because of the mind altering effect.
I promised myself that I would never have oneitis ever again and maybe as a result I don't feel as close to the chicks I am with??!! Am I surpressing something that I shouldn't?? because right now it feels like I am going from "Meat Hole A" to "Meat Hole B" and I think I am faking my feelings towards them in order for them to sleep with me. It all seems too mechanical.