DT hotel with girl tomorrow (first time seeing her in forever)

[Julian]

Cliffs:

- Moved to new city for job, met various girls. Bailey stood out
- She was courting me, I messed around with her friend (im a piece of chit)
- Bailey still likes me, we still chill..never do anything sexual even tho she slept in my bed (i didnt want to complicate further)
- I meet BPD ex, and blow off Bailey
- 1.5 years passes and I am single NC on BPD ex and decided to try an reignite the flame with Bailey
- FB'ed her, she texts me, we chatted and made plans to go out for an epic night in a week
- Got DT luxury hotel booked (she insists paying half)
- Plan to meet tomorrow.


She agreed a little too fast to our meetup and reigniting of our romance so im a tad bit worried. But i know shes always had a big thing for me...i pretty much friend zoned her because she was fresh out of a relationship and I didnt want any drama/complications as I had just moved to the city and she seemed to be a better friend, then a friend with benefits at the time.

So tomorrow is the big day...we'll see if she shows up Lol. Either way Im gonna be james bond player mode and I will be smashin a fine piece of ass in that hotel regardless tomorrow night haha.

Ill keep yall posted

 

[Julian]

LOL well update. Ya boy got played! I had a feeling this was going to happen. But since I just got offered a new job last week, and it was my bday last month in which I didnt do **** I decided to go through with this for some celebration. Anyway she bailed on me early in the day making some BS work excuse. I literally LOL'd just because internally, I called it...even tho I was also holding out HOPE that her ass would actually show up. Just goes to show you cant be too invested, it either happens or it doesnt. oh well right.

Anyway, I was definitely NOT going to let this get me down, infact it actually made me happy. I was a little nervous about meeting up with her... (idk why, its been awhile and we have a little bit of history, maybe thats it?...)so anyway it was slightly relieving her flaking on the plans. Anyway I figured worst case scenario Ill have a downtown luxury hotel to myself and the entire city at my fingertips.

I went out solo, went to a few clubs,had some drinks, bartender got flirty with me, gave me a free shot. Randomly saw hot chick who lived in my old apartments 2 years ago from a different city, went to about 3 venues, got buzzed AF and started making out with chubby blonde sloot and sucking her titties in the club, got slapped in the face by a tranny (Lol), lost my smokes.

anyway it was an interesting night...but the world is very cliqued up. almost EVERYONE I saw was in groups. feels a bit strange not having any mates with me...but I knew I had to re-prove to myself I was capable of a solo mission. I guess my main concern for the night was security, being solo in the downtown of a major metro city can be daunting out on a friday night. cops, thugs, scum of the streets, clubbers, bars packed with people and everyone on drugs and alcohol and cops in full force all coked up on power and control. its debauchery. I felt like a ghost phantom going through the streets. it made me realize although we can go it alone, it helps to be in trusting bonded deep relationships with people that are important. That means your friends, your family, your loves.

Last night had me street philosiphizing is that a word? hah. Anyway thats my night, i left a whole lot out but you get the idea.

 

[MrOctober]

"I felt like a ghost phantom going thru the streets"

Sounds like a win to me.

 

[Solomon]

What up bruh

Good to see you still at it, you still in Minny? sounds like it...yeah it's cliquey as hell out there, you either gotta bulldoze on some no ****s but I'm with you these days I rarely go out by myself. It's a waste of time...especially when I could be making money

Good to see you still at it

 

[Julian]

What up bruh

Good to see you still at it, you still in Minny? sounds like it...yeah it's cliquey as hell out there, you either gotta bulldoze on some no ****s but I'm with you these days I rarely go out by myself. It's a waste of time...especially when I could be making money

Good to see you still at it

Been out of minny for a minute and caught up in multi year LTR's with 2 different females. The first was a great girl but wanted the wife an kid ish right away, the 2nd was a bpd waif...also I watched your youtube vids on your bpd gf as well and they helped me out. I could really relate to those 2000's MPLS years Lol. Man time might change..but BPD chicks are always the same hahaha

 

[Solomon]

Been out of minny for a minute and caught up in multi year LTR's with 2 different females. The first was a great girl but wanted the wife an kid ish right away, the 2nd was a bpd waif...also I watched your youtube vids on your bpd gf as well and they helped me out. I could really relate to those 2000's MPLS years Lol. Man time might change..but BPD chicks are always the same hahaha

Word? lol yeah the early-mid 2000s were the best years to go out after 2009 it really went to ****

It's still popping its more social circle based and other buffnoery

 

[EyeBRollin]

LOL well update. Ya boy got played! I had a feeling this was going to happen. But since I just got offered a new job last week, and it was my bday last month in which I didnt do **** I decided to go through with this for some celebration. Anyway she bailed on me early in the day making some BS work excuse. I literally LOL'd just because internally, I called it...even tho I was also holding out HOPE that her ass would actually show up. Just goes to show you cant be too invested, it either happens or it doesnt. oh well right.

Just for reference... rekindling doesn't work. It has to be her idea to rekindle.